ice craze

musim sejuk yang menyebabkan internet connection jadi gila. ke.. laptop sy yang gila?? lolx terasa sangat malas nak pergi kerja esok. dengan cuaca yang sejuk ni. lagi elok kalau bergulung dalam blanket. ahaha oh oh. tadi timbang berat. it increases, yaw!! 0.9kgs of increament!! sila jeles. bahaha (kalau orang len dengar weight sy, mau kena tempeleng sebab bangga habis dengan weight 40.6kgs yang tak seberat mana tu.. HAHA) but do i care? DO I? sebab apa yang penting adalah improvement . rofl. i love this particular moment. tak tau kenapa. i'm happy at 11:58pm, 31st of october :] ntah esok apa pulak perasaannya, blehh i dun care. haha

we're practically over . ye, kawan-kawan. sy tak dibenarkan untuk menyukainya lagi.. disebabkan oleh keadaan. it hurts, but life goes on. i'll move on. lolx may b Yang Esa has another plan for me ;] yeah, who knows what lies ahead. whatever it is, i'll take this positively. we'll stick as friends. harap dia pun akan ok soon. guhh i need to be strong.

something is wrong somewhere, this week was a hell for me. (not entirely "hell", but you know what i mean) sudahlah benda-benda lain sangat meng hell kan, suddenly he's driving me nuts pulak i know he's having a problem, tengok je dah tau and like before, if he has a problem, he'll ignore the surrounding he din answer text msg-es, nor picking up the phone on his birthday week!! not just from me, but from everyone it's like he's vanishing himself dahlah sy dengan darn busy, dengan all those other deepshit.. tambah pulak being sickworried of him gahhhhhhh helppppppp hey you, plz recover soon

i am a bit tensed cuz people are using me. LOTSA people. lepas tu sy pergi call semorang malam ni and sekarang sudah slightly better. haha ah abaikan lah. hari ni je dapat 2 wedding news from 2 of my good friends. sorang tu best friend darjah 6; sorang lagi kawan univ. dua-dua nak kawen tahun depan. sungguh gembira untuk mereka xDD spread more love, my friends ^^v hari tu, telah tersalah hantar mesej yang sepatutnya dihantar kepada kawan lain, tapi telah dihantar kepada the crush! 8O *omg omg omggggg* dan nak jadikan cerita ni lebih dramatik, mesej tu menceritakan tentang how happy i am with our progress. got it? sy menceritakan tentang crush sy dan crush sy telah membacanya. aaaaa how silly i was and sy adalah super malu time tu. i mean, SUPER. hidup sy memang sungguh dramatik skang T_Tv tapi benda tu dah berminggu lepas. so abaikanlah ye. haha mahu pergi menenangkan diri. dah 3 coklat rocher sy makan tadi. nak makan nasi pulaklah. bye!

i'm not mad, but i'm disappointed.