i'm the type of person who worked hard, yet no one sees it. prolly i should be gila kuasa this year LOL (not!) no la, seriously. i'm putting my effort on learning things i don't know, and i know i'm improving but still, i guess because of my size, no one takes me seriously. that's one hell of a problem. i practise this positive attitude thingy, tapi kalau orang lain tak positif, what can i do about it?? at some point i am fed up, and i am heck tired. guess i need time for myself and i don't feel like talking to anyone. ('don't feel' je tapi cakap jugak haha) oh. i don't like attention seeker either. penat.