ice craze

i'm in loveydovey mode

2011-12-25T09:59:00.003+08:00

as i reminisce the moment before he & i get together.

always the MAY Bs. always the hopes :)

//btw masih tak dapat figure out sampai sekarang about the ayam goreng. haha

gradient

2011-11-25T21:12:00.001+08:00

(Q : I'm bored do it please)

ok i will ^^v

gambar hiasan. HAHA

1: Full name? WANI EZRYL.
2: Current crush!? ISZ. IS AND WILL ALWAYS BE :)
3: Addiction? TAK ADA, AT THIS MOMENT.
4: How tall am I? AROUND 5'
5: Relationship status? HAPPILY ENGAGED. INSYA ALLAH.
6: Girls I trust? MY BESTIES.
7: Boys I trust? MY BROTHERS.
9: Current mood? MOOD OK-OK JE. HAHA (GILE TAK EXCITING)
10: Favorite color? GREY. PURPLE.
11: Confession; DP*A MEMENATKANNN. AHAHA
12: Who I miss? EVERYONE AT HOME (MOM DAD BROTHERS CATS). THE FIANCE.
13: Who I last hugged? MY MOM.
14: Who understands me? MY MOM JUGAK. HAHA. MY NOMBOR SATU :)
15: Someone who is always there for me: MY MOMM & MY DADDD & MY BROTHERSSS
16: Last Msg? FROM SYAFIZAH.
17: Who’s a stranger: SOMEONE NAMED **** AHAHAA
18: Who makes me laugh the most? BARU-BARU NI SI PENCERAMAH HIDAYAT YANG SUPERKELAKAR ITU MADE ME & MY FRIENDS LAUGHED REALLY HARD. ROFL.
19: Who I do the craziest stuff with? MAZIA. KAT UNIVERSITI MEMANG BANYAK BUAT PERKARA GILA.
20: Who makes me smile? THE FIANCE.
21: What am i listening to? TV. IHIHI
22: Turn on’s? ORANG DENGAN SCENT YANG WANGI ^^ DAN ORANG YANG BAIK HATI REALLY TURN ME ON :)
23: Turn offs? SMOKERS.
24. Bestfriends? ADA LA BEBERAPA. PUTRI, HAFIZA, LEENK, RAJA, ATOL, AISYAH, AZRA.
26: Second confess? AI NAK BALIK SHAH ALAMMMMM!! HAHA
27: What I hate? PEMBULI KUCING. GRR.
28: Who’s annoying? NTAH LA. TAK BOLEH FIKIR SIAPA-SIAPA BUAT MASA NI. LOLX

OK END! :P

pasta! xD

2011-11-22T23:46:00.001+08:00

just posting.. ahaha

woohoo as i should say

2011-11-21T00:02:00.001+08:00


bags.

heylo.
i'm at INTIM right now.
we're staying at this quarters with no refrigerator, no tv, and the farthest of all. haha
and this tiny winy body carried thousands grams of bags on her shoulders & her arms, like a true hero *which is not! ett!* :P i remember last time i had the highest dorm for girls at OBS. 140+ steps of staircases everytime i went up/down. & at kiara, i had my room at 2nd floor.. ok lah tu 2nd floor. dewan makan is like.. 5th floor +100few steps lolx.

no those were just figures.
the main point is... .... I WALKED A LOT THAN ANYBODY ELSE!!
phew. there i said it.

oh.
they just asked us to form a new group for the new modules here at INTIM.
and the boys from our old group was leaving us for other girls!! *say whattt* yeah i know the girls are prettier & more popular *i guess?* but as the old group members, we, the girls, did a great job with all the assignments and presentations. ok no sweat, we found another new members for the group.. and we'll prove you that we don't need to be popular to perform. *ok that's the spirit!* :P

the skins and the nuts.

//


myself at our english night. am so proud of my council :)

the fiancé is at baling, kedah for his LeadCamp this week.
hope he's doing ok.
i went to the same place for my LeadCamp. it was fun there. but penat sikitlah sebab ada expedition and all. those who don't have enough endurance will be picked up by a truck to the campsite on the mountain side. so i hope he'll go trough up till the mountain's peak :)

that's all i guess.
have a good rest dear all. bye.

balloons di atmosfera

2011-10-16T12:03:00.002+08:00

my fiancé's celebrating his birthday today :) he's in KTcity, and i'm in kluangCity.. so yeah. jauh tak, hujung ke hujung :P

bagi yang tak tau lagi, sy tengah kursus 6 bulan. so sepanjang 6 bulan ni merata-rata kitorang kena pergi. 2 minggu ni kitorang kat johor. minggu depan balik KL. lepas tu pergi pangkor pulak untuk berkayak.

kayak 8 hours non-stop kauu. camping, wall climbing semua. memang survival game. sebab kursus sebelum ni, ada je yang pernah sesat pastu sampai ke pulau manantah. nasib baik ada orang kampung situ tolong.

makanya when you said about berkayak, you have to find a kayak partner. dan bagi tak menyukarkan ko nanti, you'll find a guy kayak partner. bukanlah girls tak rock, but better pilih guy sebab physically, guys are stronger. tapi kat group kitorang ni, girls exceed the guys. and siapa cepat dia dapat. i pick A. dia adalah sorang yang sangat nice. when i said nice, i mean really nice. i don't need a guy partner yang badan tough bagai tapi think he's all that. sebab nanti ko kena kayak 8 jam dengan partner ko, maka haruslah cari partner yang baik ^^ goodness rules!! (plus kitorang dua tak super berat so prolly kayak tu akan gerak laju sikit.. kot? physics) xD

sy ada banyak assignments yang tak siap lagi. ada berpuluh events untuk disertai (akan datang). kursus ni memang gila. tiap-tiap minggu ada event. haha. bersenam pun hari-hari. feel a bit fit, sebab kalau keluar jalan jauh-jauh pun tak rasa penat. orang lain dah start sakit kaki la muka mengantuk semua, i still tak rasa apa-apa. cuma dalam kelas je la rasa mengantuk. nature. ahaha. hope fitness ni berterusan, hope tak de aktiviti berat time menstrual, sebab time-time macam tu, BP senang jadi rendah. again, nature. x)

oklah sudah habis pasal aktiviti. i just wanna wish my fiancé HAPPY BIRTHDAY. semoga dia ok kat sana. dia cakap dia miss banyak kat sy, dia tak tahu miss sy lagi banyak daripada miss dia. haha. i posted him his present, hopefully dah sampai ke ofis hari ni.

gee, can't wait to see him in 4 months.

♥

smallest

2011-09-13T22:26:00.000+08:00

i have another new cat in shah alam! ^^v

his name is kecik. haha

she keeps on falling

2011-08-26T20:24:00.003+08:00

akhirnya cerita IMPIAN RAYA EMELYN dah tamat semalam. rupanya cerita ni ada 6 episod je.. (tak follow dari awal). tapi ceritanya sangat comel & inspiring! pulak tu ada nazim othman si kacak hotness berlakon.. haha.

cerita ni mengajar kita supaya jangan give up. tak kisah la korang nak kejar something dalam percintaan, study, kerja, anything! yang penting jangan putus asa! macam emelyn (mel) ni.. tujuh tahun dia setia tunggu aqil yang ego nak mamP. tapi dalam pada ego-ego tu, slowly this guy fall for her jugak *sweet gileeee*

truthfully, watak emelyn reminds me of myself. sy sukakan someone yang degil (sort of haha) yang susah nak dipikat, but i kept on trying. sampai ada kawan sy suruh sy stop. dia cakap sy ni tak pernah tak dapat apa yang sy nak, sebab tu sy tak nak stop. (tak tahu kenapa dia ada assumption macam tu. sebab dia nampak sy senang kot?) bukan itu sebenarnya. perasaan ni tak boleh nak explain. and i didn't give up. i read somewhere yang cakap, rasa suka dalam relationship tu wujud atas pengalaman yang korang tempuh bersama. dan memang kami experienced macam-macam.. cuma time tu may be dia pun tak tahu dia suka kat sy (dia tak suka kott hahaa). but heyy i don't know, in the end he's the one confronting me, and propose me.. just like aqil :) gahh sweet sangat cerita tu!! (dengan final eps aqil pakai baju melayu merah.. propose kat taman main buaian.. *sila pengsan sekarang*)

yeah sy tahu, kepala sy ni penuh dengan angan-angan benda-benda comel things like that :P hope cerita impian raya emelyn ni ada sambungan.. or may be ada series lain yang cuteness macam ni. perasaan jatuh cinta memang sangat indah. hailaa.. :)

it's around the corner

2011-08-25T11:30:00.002+08:00

this is atih, my fiancé's cat. sometimes i took care of him while my fiancé's went for outstation. he loves to scratch things around, even my arms and legs (few days ago he scratch my lips! ouch!). think i'm gonna buy him the scratching pole (i don't know the scientific name of that thing HAHA).

cute.

so how's everyone's raya preparation?
i'm going back to my grannies' on monday afternoon prolly, after work. well the working hour supposedly ends at 4.30pm.. but on a-day-before-raya, they'll let you go home early weehee ^^

i'm going to raya-ing with a purple kurung this year. a bright one since i wore lotsa pastel/greyish colors few rayas back :P i bought 3 jars of kuih raya which look absolutely delicious (i don't buy sebarangan kuih.. only the 'good looking' ones lolx)

i'm going to have a long raya break since i'll take the break after raya, not before. so i'll be away (from office) like.. for a week plus. raya in terengganu first, then negeri sembilan, then shah alam home sweet home. i miss my cat carpet and of course; the whole family :) firecrackers? haha. just being the watcher&listener.. guess i'm too old to play those these days :P let the kids feel the joy.

till then. happy raya to everyone.
maafkan salah silap hamba.
:) enjoyx!

balik kem

2011-07-31T14:05:00.002+08:00

setiap kali lepas balik kursus, i came home with a new perspective.
sebab bila pergi kursus, sy akan jumpa kawan-kawan baru, and experience new pretty things.
i feel alive.

seminggu bergelumang dengan ketidakselesaan. tak mandi, berjalan berkilo-kilo jauhnya dengan beg berat di belakang, berjemur di bawah suria berjam-jam, memakai baju recycle yang tak sempat pun nak dibasuh. bau dia korang jangan cakaplah. 'harum' nak gila. HAHA

and what's a life without drama.
bergaduh dengan budak lelaki di kem. well bukan bergaduh secara teknikal as in bertumbuk and stuff. sampai macam tak mahu tengok pun muka budak lelaki tu. siap mengadu kat fiancé, dia suruh tumbuk muka budak tu haha. tapi lagi kau tak suka someone tu, lagi lah dia akan muncul dan muncul. kat group duduk sebelah, pergi tandas terserempak. i was like.. haiyosh tak de muka lain ke. lolx. but lama-kelamaan i learnt how to forgive. dan dia sedaya-upaya nak tegur sy and berkawan. finelah.

i started there dengan fikir yang semua orang tak friendly langsung.
but i ended up berkawan dengan hampir semua orang yang sy jumpa.
i made the wrong assumption, i guess.

so bila balik dari kem,
perspektif baru adalah menjauhi negativiti.

sy perasan terlalu ramai orang yang negatif.
so biarkan lah kalau mereka nak negatif.
i will stick my best to accept things in a good way. walau berat mana pun benda tu.

i had a blast with my friends, and i cherish each and every moment of it.
i feel blessed :)

i hate maths?

2011-06-20T11:49:00.002+08:00

yes i do (dan dan tak ada ayat pembukaan terus jawab 'i do'! AHAHA)

ketidaksukaan terhadap maths menyebabkan ketidaksukaan terhadap menghafal nombor-nombor juga. (tapi sy jaga kewangan, kan. sungguh ironi!)

semalam fiancé cakap sy tak peka, sebab berapa gaji sebulan pun tak ingat exact figure. dia tu memang pakar menghafal mencongak nombor, nombor kereta semua orang pun dia ingat.. nama orang dengan bin binti semua pun dia tau. kiranya dia peka habis la.. haha. kira maths pun siap congak je dalam kepala.. sy pulak on the other hand, boleh terkial-kial bukak application kat handphone nak mengira. soo wani ezryl T_Tv

then apa yang sy boleh buat untuk mengatasi permasalahan itu? (masalah ke? pemalas itu satu masalah, tapi tak ingat nombor bukan kottttt <--gile in denial). the fiancé cakap kadang nombor-nombor ni semua penting.. yeahhh sebab tu kot sy hafal nombor telefon dia (si tak-suka-hafal-nombor boleh hafal nombor.. kira satu pencapaian hebat, ok!)

jadi harini sy dah print semua slip penyata gaji bulanan dan masukkan dalam fail. oh. dan sy dah hafal amaun gaji sy.. hahaha hebat tak *"takk!!" jawab penonton*

erk. baiklah.

passions to fill my days :)

2011-06-20T10:28:00.002+08:00

i found some passions, yay! (at least for now ah)

1. cooking
dia ada time-time macam pemalas gile nak masak-baik makan luar je. skang adalah time ada feeling untuk masak. HAHAHA (baru lepas curi resipi kek coklat lembab kukus, tapi kat mana nak buatnya??!)

2. watching 'the kardashians'
termasuklah 'kourtney&khloe', 'khloe&lamar'.. series ni pasal family. yang kaya dan meriah-meriah. dulu suka tengok series 'growing up with gotti'. bila tengok series ni at least ada perasaan gembira bersama family walaupun family sy jauh. haha (ye, sy suka rumah yang meriah-meriah ramai family)

3. badminton every sunday night
sebenarnya lepas raya tahun lepas, dah tak join badminton sebab tak de girls. tapi kali ni kuredahkan jua. main dengan budak-budak lelaki. rasanya kat court tu sy sorang je perempuan (chinese ladies ada, tapi diorang main sesi sebelum tu). lepas badminton boleh hang out minum air dengan fiancé.. lolx

oklah tu. dah ada 3 aktiviti nak buat.
tak ada lah duduk 'mendengung' je bak kata orang terengganu.. ihihi

*mendengung=termenung

monotonous

2011-06-17T18:08:00.002+08:00

woot woot! simple je bilik ni. tapi nice! :)

selamat bersiaran.
tiba-tiba rindu ikea. gile.

recently macam-macam benda sy rindu.
mostly my previous days.
sekarang ni semua macam mendatarrr je.
dulu ko tengok, macam ada 1000 benda menarik yang cerita dalam blog. tersadung kat tepi longkang depan kolej KPZ la, cerita gol&gincu la, ada crushes la, pergi xgames, pergi holidays, jalan-jalan kat flea market plaza mont kiara, marahkan zits, buat handmade cards, melepak kat midV, pergi sini pergi situ..

bukan sy tak suka cerita.. sy sangat suka bercerita. even i used to be a funny writer back then *sy rasa funny la, kalau korang rasa tak funny sila lempang diri sendiri laju-laju HAHA*
tapi environment ni menyebabkan tak de benda sangat nak cerita, tak de benda sangat yang mengujakan atau even yang kelakar. bila sy borak dengan orang di sekitar, macam tak ada benda-benda yang 'alive' untuk diborakkan. dan ini telah menjadikan sy seorang yang mono. like, serious. sekarang macam dah tak ada heart nak berborak, kecuali bila jumpa/call kawan-kawan lama, borak agak lama jugak la. gosh rindu diorang.

sy teringat dulu, walaupun tak ada cerita yang particular, sy akan mengadakan cerita (bukan mereka cerita palsu ye :P).. sy snap gambar sini sana.. gambar patung mini darth vader pun boleh buat bahan gelak-gelak dalam blog. gambar awan banyak gila snapped. skang macam dah tak de perasaan nak buat semua tu. may be i need a new environment. who knows.

kalau masih mono lagi begini, memang tahun depan sy nak apply pindah tempat lain.
thanks for ~~listening~~ reading :)

another survey on friday afternoon :)

2011-04-29T12:26:00.002+08:00

Have you done anything lately that you instantly felt was a mistake.
tak de regret apa-apa. semua best. semua ok. even kerja yang melambak tu pun ok. hoho

What was the last thing that made you angry?
kelakar, sy tak ingat kali terakhir sy marah! HAHA
(mungkin dah agak tua untuk jadi sorang yang pemarah :P)
(atau mungkin dah agak tua.. sebab tu pelupa. lolx)

What color pen ink is your favorite, besides black or blue?
purple :)

Pencils; Mechanical or Traditional?
mechanical.

Are you into anyone right now?
yes.

^Tell me about them?
(randomly) sangat sibuk lately tapi skang sedang bercuti macam sy, loves choc/cheese cakes, drove the same car as i am *tapi kaler lain HAHA*, phone selalu kena bar sebab exceed limit *orang busy memang macam tu rofl*, suka tengok glee tapi tak de tv kat rumah yang dia baru pindah tu *jadi sila beli tv cepat sikit* :DD

^Use this space to say something to them.
helo! :)

What melts your heart/makes your knees weak?
seeing him. tapi tak de la weak knees. aku tak de gout kot?? :DD

What would you consider unforgivable?
seorang kawan baik yang menikam belakang kawan baiknya.. berkali-kali.

Do you have any prejudices? Towards whom?
yes (i think). towards cerita hantu malaysia kat tv. haha
lately ni kebanyakan cerita hantu, watak jahat lawan watak jahat. last-last salah satu mati. tak nampak apa motif & mesej sosial yang disampaikan kat situ.

Recommend a good book to me.
pulau rahsia - enid blyton. best weh.
(buku cerita kanak-kanak sebenarnya. sy baca berkali-kali dari zaman kanak-kanak dulu. now tak tahu buku tu letak mana)

Does it bug you when people ask you how you feel about them?
taklah. sy ok je :)

^ How do you feel about me? xD
who are you?? hihi

Do you cook and/or bake?
yes.

^ What is your specialty?
pecahkan telur satu tangan. gahaha
oh. dish ke. entah. main masak je.

Does it weird you out when people much younger than you, hit on you?
tak. sebab memang berlaku beberapa kali. rofl

Is there anyone you know is into you right now?
yes. i'm into him, he's into me. end of story :P

Do you tend to want what you can't have?
tak sure lah.

What color looks best on you?
grey. and black. lolx

What are you most confident about, physically?
gile ko confident kebendanya :DD my laugh. sangat confident pasal tu. yah haha

Think about the person you 'like'/are involved with. Got it?
oh. ok.

How would you like to spend a weekend with them?
ajak dia pergi wedding kawan.. since he's here this weekend :)

Have you ever felt trapped in a relationship?
tak lah. i'm enjoying it every bit and piece.

Are you attracted to any nationality more than others?
italianos! haha keji je. kidding! :DD

What is your favorite frozen treat?
frozen karipap? hihi. nuggets pun sedap.

Do you LOVE smoothies? :3
blackcurrant smoothies to be exact.

What are you looking forward to?
untuk sembuh daripada demam. feel horrible bila kesan ubat dah habis haha
looking forward for glee next week.
looking forward for the royal wedding (prince william & kate) kejap lagi :)

What is one question you hate being asked?
hm. kenapa besar sangat jerawat? *sambil tunjuk kat jerawat aku* like do you think i know the answer? sy pun tak tahu, ok! haha

^Answer it.
idk.

^Does that make me an asshole? xD
no lah.

Who was the last person to insult you?
tak ingat. sy ni pelupa kan. haha

Do kittens and puppies melt your heart? :3
sangat sangat.

Do you enjoy fishing?
tak. pernah fishing sekali je. tu pun masa family day tahun lepas. dapat ikan pulak tu. kelakar je.

Could you use a massage right now?
yesssss :D tak lenguh pun, saja nak mengada-ngada HAHA

What color is your brush/comb/whatever?
black.

Is it wicked hard for you to sleep when its hot in your room?
kalau mengantuk sangat, pasang kipas kuat-kuat lepas tu tidur je :P
tapi bilik sy sangat cozy, tak pernah panas.

Do you ever think people are just saying dramatic things to get attention?
sometimes, yeah.

What kind of car do you drive? (If applicable.)
myvi SE.

What kind of car do you WANT to drive?
swift. haha
and of course.. myvi SE. i love the car.

Do you sleep on your stomach/back/side most often?
side.

Have you ever purposely given someone wrong directions?
tak pernah, sebab terfikir macam mana kalau berada di tempat mereka.

What is your favorite thing to do with your best friend?
makan kot. (makan saja kerja kau) :P

Are you easily offended?
tak sangat. biasanya buat tak tahu je.
tapi kadang offended jugak dengan benda-benda pasal kerja & stuff. haha

Do you freak out when something touches your foot when you're in the water?
freak out la weh.
tadi ada plastik tisu KFC jatuh atas kaki pun sy dah menjerit bagai nak rak. ingatkan cicak tadi :P

Have you ever acted as tourguide for friends/relatives from out of town?
tak pandai jadi tourguide.

TAMAT! xD

amusing

2011-04-29T12:08:00.002+08:00

Do you like to go to amusement parks?
so very much.

What do you do to have fun?
banyak. kacau kucing sy, tengok music videos, texting with friends, watching tv, blogging etc etc

Would you say you have a lot of friends?
agak banyak. tapi prefer bersama dengan beberapa orang yang close saja.

Do people try to bring you down a lot?
not really. dengki-dengki ni sila buang ke tepi :P

Do you ever just think of giving up?
i'm a person who'll never give up. and that's it.

When was the last time you cried?
tak ingat kot? tapi sy ni cepat shed tears. tengok langit pun boleh menangis. ahaha

Are you a strong person?
very. (i mean from the inside)

Do you get scared easily?
dengan cicak, ye. foahaha
dengan benda lain, tak. boleh turun lif sorang-sorang dari ofis pada waktu malam. ikiki

Are you one of those people who care about nothing but themselves?
i care about myself BAHAHA
but again, i care about other people oso. :)

Do you have really really dry skin?
kulit sy berminyak kot. tapi jangan risau, orang berkulit kering lebih cepat berkedut :P

Do you use scented lotion?
jarang pakai losyen sebab pemalas. losyen ada. haha

What is the last thing you bought?
nasi beriyani ayam madu xD

Do you buy a new bathing suit every year?
tak de bathing suit dah skang ni. hahaha

Do you believe you can do anything if you believe in yourself?
yes!

Have you ever sung at a concert?
gile kau. takut aku.

Who do you live with?
housemates.

Does your mom know everything about you?
told her almost everything.

Is there anyone that knows everything about you?
everything? tak kot.

Are you better off single or in a relationship at this point in life?
dua-dua pun baik, as how you take it. i mean single boleh flirt, boleh meet anyone, boleh rasa adventurous.. macam-macam. i mean the drill. in a relationship ada someone kat sisi ko untuk ko share macam-macam. at this point, i like what i'm doing. hee

Are you single?
nope.

How many houses have you lived in throughout your lifetime?
5. termasuk 2 rumah sewa :P

Do you have a problem with people who hunt?
tak de. hunt la ko. jangan menyalahi undang-undang sudah la. rofl.

a talk.

2011-04-19T13:52:00.002+08:00

now to updates.

i hv like.. 6 more days untuk ganti puasa. last year i missed 8 :P
i started this week, tapi start esok ada badminton practice, so stop kejap ganti.

3 days ago i went giving talk on allowance's counting! (cara-cara mengira elaun). lolx
ceritanya begini..
ada kursus time tu. slot petang was about allowance. tak de penceramah daripada akauntan negara dapat datang. so i got the slides & asked my colleague to give a talk on that (sy tak berani weh.. ilmu tak penuh di dada).. but she asked me to continue dengan cara pengiraan. tung tang tung tang pagi tu buat slide. i made it as graphical and as interactive as possible.

tips bagi talk tapi ko tak terrer sangat : jangan kasi diorang tanya ko.. biar ko yang tanya diorang soalan, pastu ko explain. cara yang baik untuk sama-sama belajar. hahaha

the result was good (i guess?) as my audience was laughing and reacting and enjoying it.

tapi lain kali.. woah tolonglah. jangan panggil sy bagi talk lagi.. lagi-lagi bidan terjun macam ni!! *seka peluh di dahi* i nebes ok! :PP

ttyl.

survey on saturday :)

2011-04-16T23:04:00.002+08:00

Is there anyone you are dying to see?
my boyfie :)

Do you hate it when people over exaggerate things?
superhate. especially when they're just seeking for attention.

What's the best energy drink?
gatorade, sebab bukan carbonated :P

If you were to die tomorrow, what would you last do?
pray & write letters to loved ones :')

Do you even want to know when you're gonna die?
i choose not to, thank you.

If you were insanely smart, what would you invent?
mesin yang tahu intention orang.

What do you get insulted for the most?
my size. haha

What about complimented?
ntah. orang cakap comelness. i tak cakap haa. lolx

How's your week been so far?
hectic. hate it. haha
(ofis tu semua benda nak buat pada masa yang sama. gila!)

Do you hate anyone, or do you just have strong dislikes?
malas nak hate.

How do you feel about people who are atheist?
they're lost.

Who has hurt you the most in your life?
orang cakap orang yang hurt ko lebih adalah orang yang paling ko sayang. haha
*jungkit bahu*

Currently, are there any bruises on your body?
tak de kot.

Should you be doing something else right now?
nope. saturday night, bebeh!! xD

How did you get your biggest scar?
jatuh pokok. ahaha

Who is someone you don't want to lose right now?
my family. my cat. my bf. love them more than anything.

What's your least favorite holiday?
tak de. semua holidays adalah awesome. sebab cuti kan. bahaha

Do you think those comedians on t.v. are funny at all?
ada yang heck funny, ada yang tak. nabil is funny. jozan is funny.

What would people classify you as?
si kecik yang tak garang langsung. haha

Do you unintentionally judge people by looking at them?
i'm only judging their sense of fashion :P

Do you enjoy acoustic music?
so much.

What is your worst memory?
being bullied when i was a kid. sucked.

What room in your house are you commonly found in?
my bedroom lah! haha

Have any of your close friends moved away lately?
ada la beberapa..

Is there a food that makes you just gag?
hidangan yang ada siput-siput mentah untuk orang perancis tu! rofl.

Describe your current feelings.
heart thumping. i'm in love.

Say something completely random!
tak boleh, tira! (tengah tengok tv ni HAHA)

Do you enjoy scremo music?
nope. linkin park je kot :P

What's your favorite movie?
10 things i hate about you :)

Sticks and stones will break my bones but words will never hurt me.
^ Isn't that such a lie? Words hurt, don't they?
words hurt me so much. so stop hurting people like that.

What is your strongest belief?
Allah :)

Can you truly know someone after only a short period of time?
cannn. hahaha

Have you got yourself figured out yet?
i have no idea.

What is your dream job?
designer. interior kot.

Are you doing anything to persue that job?
nope. kerja sekarang ni pun ok jugak. boleh jadi interior designer, boleh jadi accountant, boleh jadi engineer. macam-macam boleh jadi. haha

Do you think men should ever wear purses?
ada je.

What is a quality you look for in a friend?
not a backstabber.

emotic emoish

2011-04-08T10:54:00.002+08:00

hohho sy sebenarnya salah sorang yang paling baik dalam kawalan perasaan *ye la tu kau HAHA* sy kan jaga kewangan. dari awal-awal pembabitan (i hate maths rofl) memang ada je staffs lain komplen ini itu payment proses lambat dan sebagainya.

komplen = hanya dibuat oleh orang yang tidak reti buat perkara itu. jadi yang mereka tahu cuma komplen. pity you.

pernah je sy bergaduh dengan tett dalam bilik pengarah sebab hal kerja ni (haha ye hidupku di ofis penuh warna-warni seperti drama sinetron :P). tapi kitorang yang kat ofis ni gaduh2 ahli keluarga. gaduh je pasal kerja, lepas tu ok balik. sengih balik. kenyit mata balik. macam tu lah.

tapi sy berazam, tahun ni siapa-siapa komplen lagi, sy akan ambik tindakan! yosh! baru-baru ni dah ada 2 kes ok. komplen lagi. terus kitorang buat improvement & new rules & kawalan dalaman and everything. tips: ko jumpa bos-bos ko dan tanya pendapat diorang sambil bagi hujah kukuh & when they approve, terus take actions :P so along the way, komplen ni pun ada kebaikannya iaitu menjadikan korang improve sistem sedia ada dan belajar daripada kesilapan.

jadi terima kasih kepada yang komplen.

lolx

have i ever?

2011-04-08T10:30:00.002+08:00

OK MARI BUAT SURVEY!! xD HAVE YOU EVER..

...shaved your underarms?
aku tak shave, aku pluck. HAHAHA

...ate a can of beans, cold and all?
tak. biasa kan orang makan baked beans panas-panas, baru sedap weh :D

...heard of Angela Merkel?
angela who? gile low pengetahuan T_Tv

...bought two identical pieces of clothing?
uniform sekolah!! ahaha

...felt bad for downloading music illegally?
funny, i never feel bad! *wops!*

...watched the Discovery Channel for more than 2 hours straight?
tak pernah. haha

...owned more than two cars?
i don't own any cars. yang bawak skang ni pun my mom punya :P

...thought about marrying for money?
ada duit sendiri, tak nak mengendeng duit orang lain. itu hanya untuk si pemalas yang tak tahu berusaha.. okoko

...gone hiking?
pernah! xD (bukit dan gunung. yiehha)

...worked in an amusement park?
i wish i did.. tapi kat shah alam masa lepas-lepas SPM dulu mana ada! plus time tu sy memang tak terfikir pun nak bekerja! ahaha

...had more than 10 messages on your mailbox?
yezza.

...read a comic or graphic novel?
yes! my favvy! :) tapi skang macam jarang dah. sy start baca buku balik. tu pun slow gile nak habis.

...taken a foreign language?
dulu pernah ambik basic mandarin, spanish, arab. hambik ko. tapi skang ni sepatah haram tak ingat semuanya :B como estas?

...spent a whole day in bed when you were not sick?
pernah. masa heart broken dulu. time tu ingat nak tidoooo je dan tidak mahu berjumpa masyarakat. ye, sy normal seperti itu :P

...heard somebody talking badly about you?
ada. dulu la. diorang kutuk sy macam budak-budak dan jalan laju (jangan ingat aku tak tahu ha! ko jawab la kat akhirat nanti! lolx)

...heard somebody talking well of you?
ada. terima kasihlah. haha

...cooked a dinner for someone?
pernah masak untuk my mom, my housemates, my boyfie.

...painted your shoes?
belum pernah! (macam best je.. *jungkit-jungkit kening*)

...lost a book from the library?
haha yang ini tak ingat! :P

...been kicked out of a grocery store?
kenapa pulak?? been kicked out of klinik gigi pernah. yang tu tak payah ceritalah ye :P

...eaten a peperoni?
yes. atas pizza. tak sedap. lolx

...cried when a celebrity died?
what for??

...watched a celebrity wedding on TV?
yes! :)

...been in love with someone the complete opposite of you?
complete opposite bukan ke completes oneself? lolx

...sang an oldie?
ada. dulu la.

...fought with a teacher?
huish teacher's pet ni hahaha *tergolek pengsan* :PP

...thought about how you would like to be buried?
tak pernah terfikir pulak. macam orang-orang biasalah kot. ko jangan mengada-ngada nak bury dengan serbuk emas pulak. haha

...been emo?
pernah. bila orang kacau kerja sy. emo habis. rofl.
(nak cerita pasal emo kat entry seterusnya..) ;)

itch

2011-04-01T07:42:00.003+08:00

harap bila bangun tido masih kelihatan gorgeous macam ni ^^

apakah rambut singa bila bangun?? (ada tengok iklan hari tu)
rasanya rambut bangun tidur lah rambut yang paling cantik! xD

oh. pirates carribean : on stranger tides akan muncul di cinema pada 19 mei!! woot woot!! can't wait can't wait!!

kata-kata motivasi untuk semua x)

office room sy ada cermin kaca mengadap luar.
semalam ada this staff main mata dari luar. in fact kalau sy lalu ke apa kat ofis tu terserempak dia mesti dia pandang senyum-senyum. hm. misteri. gatallah kau!! dah bertunang pun gatal lagi!! *cekak pinggang* dia tu anak buah my boyfie. masa tu bf tengah sibuk kerja kat bilik dia. sy texted la beritahu, budak ni tengah main mata yada yada (mengadu nasib HAHA). dia suruh cucuk mata budak tu. kalau ada garfu memang patut kena cucuk pun!! >.<
told him anak -anak buah dia gatal. iye, serius. dia kan jaga projek, anak-anak buah banyak lelaki. pastu kalau lalu, budak-budak ni nanti tengok-tengok la cakap comel la apa. yang panggil sayang pun ada. aku siku karang, nak?! pergi sayang gf koranglah!! *smack*

haha. emo pulak.

prolly ada je girls suka guys flirt-flirt macam tu but i don't fond it really. nak flirt dengan bf sy bolehlah. dengan orang lain no way. gatai max diorang ni. hish.

remote, but close

2011-03-25T16:09:00.002+08:00

look what i found! (on the internet!)
comel nak mati kau. tak sampai hati nak makan. hahaha

dulu time naik kereta dengan bf, ada ajak dia bergaduh. "jom bergaduh." macam tu. lolx
saja nak exciting sikit kita gaduhlah apa lagi :P then dia cakap "buat apa nak bergaduh tak de sebab nak bergaduh." kan. sweet gile kau.

dah tu semalam merajuk dengan dia sebenarnya (mengada-ngada kau wani nak merajuk and all lol). dia kat airport dah pun time tu, nak pergi KL. he texted saying he's sorry. dah lepas tu sy reply sekali je pastu tak reply dah, then he called. saying sorry lagi. sebenarnya kalau ada issue macam ni tak ada siapa pun yang bersalah, cuma misunderstanding :P lepas tu kan, dua-dua akan cakap sorry dan salah diri sendiri. and later on the love grows stronger & we love each other even more :) *cheesy gile, slap diri sendiri skang, wani!!*

oh. tadi baca blog fatin liyana, dah baca baca tu (biasanya sy baca sekali banyak entries sebab sy jarang bukak blog hari-hari kecuali kalau tak busy).. i texted the bf, beritahu dia like.. omg he's kind of fatin liyana's dream guy! lolx. ye lah FL listkan situ ciri-ciri dream guy dia, i went through the list.. most of it memang ada situ. dia suka guy yang pergi jogging, yang beli groceries, yang cuci muka (yeah i like clean guy oso lolx).. etc. haha. macam-macam je lah.

girls have a dream guy, guys have a dream girl.
and i have a question.
guys, yang memilih-milih nak macam-macam sekian dan sekian.. contohnya nak yang rajin memasak kemas rumah.. tapi dia sendiri tak rajin.. macam mana? :P

again.. a view of a cute panda :)

number

2011-03-23T10:56:00.004+08:00

wani.. work it out!! (and i did work it out!) HAHA

ok settle 1 masalah.

life at the office was ok. kerja macam biasa. improving. less stress. everyone's coping well. both superiors adalah baik dan mudah dibawa berbincang. i'm blessed (Alhamdulillah) ^^

getting few new friends. expanding my network. cartoon network kot? rofl.

si mamat officer baru SPR*M ajak keluar. i asked my friend, macam mana nak tolak dengan berhemah?? but no worries, it's settled already 8D when i told my bf about this, dia cakap mamat tu dah tak de kerja kot.. haha. tapi mamat tu baik je, dia boleh accept. that day masa pergi kursus pun, urusetia tu ambik my phone number (crap!).. few days before kursus, time jogging kat park pun ada guy mana ntah mintak number. apekah!! serius weh dulu time single mana ada orang mintak2 number semua ni. mana semua guys ni datang hah?! *smack*

but i won't go out with any other guys than my bf. kalau keluar dengan kawan-kawan pun, sy beritahu dia dulu lah. haha. (dulu before kitorang couple, time he's only a crush pun, sy tak keluar sangat dengan budak lelaki lain. biasa ramai-ramai je tu pun minum lepas main badminton. baik tak. foahaha *petir*).

adik sy ambik result SPM hari ni. nervousnya!

rest?

2011-03-14T22:11:00.002+08:00

great. i spent almost 350bucks for car service. turned out the car's battery need to be changed, so they charged me 195 warghhhh tak kasihan kah sama sayaaaaa *bang head against wall*

today was freakin' tiring. being called to SPR*M for interrogation. went there since 10.30am what da heckk.. till 7plus PM!! no wonder one of the new, young officer (not the one who's interrogating me) was looking through my investigation paper. he took my number & texted me!! *cekak pinggang* itu penyalahgunaan maklumat!!

around 3pm the interrogation was still on. i din eat yet. waaaaaa. 3.15pm took a break. went to the airport with the office's driver to fetch my bf. lama tak jumpa dia, asal pergi kursus lama sangattt *miss* he looked tired but was so happy seeing him ^^ ate with him. went back to office for a while.. signing few stuff. went to the barber, seeing the bf having a haircut. went to perodua car service. went back to SPR*M. interrogation continued. dah maghrib baru boleh balik T_Tv

yeah. that's basically my hectic day.
i need a rest. bye :)

money matters

2011-03-12T21:39:00.002+08:00

i was like.. doing extreme exercise *kononnya.. HAHA* now my body aches. great.

my money flows (and will flow) like a river. the more i want to do savings, the more it flows! *menganga mulut* first i dropped my glasses in the toilet bowl and i hafta buy a new pair of glasses.. that's around 350bucks. then i just bought flight tickets for that sports carnival at putrajaya.. that's around 300 some more. buying my facial stuff.. more than 100 bucks. car service this monday.. should be around 200 bucks. and my friend invited me for a trip at perhentian (it's an island).. that's.. er.. 400 or 500 bucks?!! my spending will be above one grand whatttttt------

*pengsan oredy*

am still thinking the right way to do savings. and do wise spending.
hm. first, cook & eat at home. cook & eat cheap, healthy food. lolx

ntahlah pening kepala nak fikir. harap pelarasan gaji tu cepat sikit settle. gaji, naiklah cepat!!

heavenly raining

2011-03-11T23:58:00.004+08:00

I'M IN THE MOOD OF DOING SURVEYS RIGHT NOW HAHA. COPE WITH ME ;)

If I looked on the bed next to you, what would I find?
//LOTS OF LOVELY CRAPS. HAHA.

YAH. I SHOULD CLEAN UP THE MESS, I KNOW -_-"
(NI KATIL KE STOR NI?!)

Do you go to the bathroom with the door open or closed?
//SOMETIMES OPEN, SOMETIMES CLOSED. SY DI MASTER BEDROOM, THAT DOESN'T BOTHER ME REALLY. HAHA

Are your underwear and socks folded in your drawer or just thrown in?
//FOLDED. RASA MACAM NAK CAMPAK JE. BIAR HURU-HARA SIKIT LACI TU :P

Sleep on your back or stomach?
//NUPE. TIDUR MENGIRING KE TEPI.

Are you a cuddler?
//I AM :)

What would I find if I looked UNDER your bed?
//HABUK. HAHA

Something that happened today that made you angry?
//TAK DE MARAH APA PUN HARI NI. CUMA JIRAN ATAS DRILL BISING SANGAT. KO TENGAH RENOVATE RUMAH KE HAPE??

What were you doing before this survey?
//SURFING FB & TWITTER. AND EATING FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES. WAHAHA

What will you do after the survey?
//SLEEP. PROLLY.

Marriage or living together?
//NOT MARRIED, LIVING WITH HOUSEMATES :)

What shirt are you wearing now?
//A GREEN 'BROKEN HEART' SHIRT. LOLX

Do you sing?
//I DO :)

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
//I ONLY TALK ABOUT MY FEELINGS WITH THE CLOSE ONES. LIKE MY MOM. OR MY BF. AND MY BESTIES.

Is there something you regret and wish you could take back?
//I SHOULD STUDY HARDER ON MY SPM. LOLX

First thing you do when you wake up?
//WASHROOM. THEN SUBUH.

Ever had surgery?
//NOPE. SURGERY SOUNDS SCARY.

Last argument you got into with?
//WITH ZAIDAD, COUPLE OF MONTHS AGO. HAHA

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
//NOT THAT LONG. I CAN SLEEP FAST, SAME AS WAKING UP ^^

Current song?
//SEDETIK LEBIH - ANUAR ZAIN :)

When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep?
//I USUALLY TERMENUNG FOR FEW SECS THEN I WAKE UP. LOLX

If you were given the chance to take care of a monkey for a weekend, would you?
//SURE THING. I LIKE TO TRY NEW THINGS LIKE THAT. HAHA

What are you looking forward to in the next few months?
//TRIP TO PERHENTIAN? xD
//AND THIS THING.. I CAN'T TELL. HAHA

It's midnight. Who are you texting?
//HOW DYA KNOW IT'S MIDNIGHT?? TERRER GILE! HAHA
//I'M TEXTING WITH A GIRLFRIEND YANG TANYA NAK PERGI TENGOK TAK PERLAWANAN BOLA SEPAK ESOK. LOL

It's Wednesday afternoon, where are you usually?
//EATING MY LUNCH. CAFE. OR OUTSIDE. HOHO

Honestly, if you could have ANYONE in the world, who would it be?
//THE ONE AND ONLY, MY BOYFRIEND :)

Your Christmas list consists of?
//I DON'T HAVE A CHRISTMAS LIST! HAHA
//BUT I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE THINGS LIKE A NEW HANDBAG OR THUMBDRIVE OR A NEW PAIR OF NIKE SPORTS SHOES :)

You need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first?
//I X KISAH KEDAI MANA PUN, ASALKAN JEANSNYA SELESA. AHAX

How do you feel about your hair?
//NEED MORE AIR! HAHA

What movie is in your DVD player?
//NONE.

If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move?
//BACK TO SHAH ALAM :)

How much do looks matter to you in a guy/girl?
//AS LONG AS THEY LOOK GOOD IN OUR EYES.

What's the greatest thing that happened to you today?
//I MADE A STEAMBOAT! ROFL.

How many TRUE best friends do you have?
//TAK BANYAK :P

What’s the best feeling in the world?
//BILA KO GILE NAK PERGI BUANG AIR KECIL, AKHIRNYA KO BERJUMPA DENGAN TANDAS. THAT'S THE BEST FEELING. AHAX

OK SILAKAN BUAT SURVEY INI SKANG!!
I TAG EVERYONE!! :D

my actual hobbies

2011-02-26T08:18:00.002+08:00

kenapa bilik kau cute sangat, hah?!

orang akan letak hobi secara general..
macam.. reading, or kumpul setem, atau melancong etc etc

but there are also actual, detailed hobbies. benda-benda yang korang buat, bergantung pada masa-masa tertentu. so my recent, actual hobbies :

- masak, snap gambar, post kat fb as a cooking sketch.

- browse tumblr lepas tu save gambar-gambar dan phrases comel dalam laptop :D

- membaca novel bertajuk 'relevankah aku di hatimu?' (this particular book jadi hobi sebab sy tak habis-habis baca lagi HAHAH).

- bagi si bising (a cat) makan tiap pagi petang/malam.

- hobi lain jugak macam menonton american idol season 10 dan junior masterchef HAHA

- harassing my bf with all those loveydovey stuff lolx

- reply twitter kawan-kawan :D (ye, sy kan baru mula main tweet tweet ni.. tee hee)

- menangkap gambar artistik.. bila ada mood sahaja.

later kalau hobi dah bertukar, akan update lagi. haha
tata!

that's why i'm here.. for you

2011-02-25T19:55:00.002+08:00

i just terminate my personal accident insurance today. macam membazir je bayar RM41.10 tiap-tiap bulan. lolx

i want to eat good food. i feel like i want to eat good food. haha
(tapi kat KT ni tak ada kedai sebegitu. darn it)

just went out with the bf. haihs susah betul nak keluar date, macam dating dengan celebrity.. lolx. we're all that busy & i was sick & everything & i know dia ada problem and all. whatever it is, i heart you, yaw.

talking about bf, shahz jazle is in KT!! (tiba-tiba kan mengaku shahz jazle bf.. HAHA)

oklah tu je. esok nak panjat bukit lagi.
kalau tiap-tiap minggu panjat bukit, i can put 'hiking' as my new hobby. lolx
oklah toodles, pretty people :)

lights.

2011-02-22T15:47:00.000+08:00

those lights.. that i lyke.

february fever

2011-02-10T15:30:00.002+08:00

hohho sy suka tangkap gambar curi >:P
si handsome sedang menggunting alamat. lol

ok i'm not gonna talk about work today.
work is just.. haihs. A LOT. *tengok, wani!! ko bercakap tentang kerja jugak!!* haha
dalam minggu-minggu ini, sy akan ke sesi latihan bola tampar & heck, i'm no good at volley!! korang memang gila sebab memilih sy memasuki pasukan bola tampar!!
gila gila gila.. gelimat mat mat! (haha that's just so funny. yang tak faham tu, senyap) :P

and i have so many reading materials queuing up, waiting for me to read em all.
an e-book, a novel, a learning book, a humourous graphic book, and etc etc. i mean.. banyak!! (untuk sy yang kemalasan membaca ini, itu dah cukup banyak) T_Tv

and i unsubscribed my daily newspaper.
sekarang hanya pinjam orang saja. atau baca yang ofis punya. lebih jimat. HAHA

my boyfie will be moving out to his new house this weekend. and sy tak boleh pergi tolong kot. sebab dia pindah ke rumah big boss. hoho. now they'll become housemates! (yeah life is crazy, i know). but good thing about it; it's free and he can do savings and rumah tu ada laman yang luas, ada fruits and everything nanti bolehlah sy mintak sikit.. rofl.

guhh i'm all head over heels.

a blurry photo of mine.. wearing pink :)

about a tv

2011-02-02T15:49:00.002+08:00

"ha a la, cerita apa tu.. sy pun tak tengok.." kata housemate A kepada sy ketika kami membincangkan tentang 'tv di rumah' pagi tadi. rupanya bukan sy seorang je!! ye. kami rasa macam tak berapa tengok tv sebab telah diconquer dengan cerita korea oleh housemate C. dua hari lepas pun, sy dan housemate B nak tengok cerita lain, tapi housemate C tak bagi sebab tengah tengok korea. time iklan baru boleh tukar. rupanya... kami bertiga mengalami perkara yang sama! :D adakah kami boleh buat pemberontakan?? :P

"tv tu kitorang beli untuk wani tengok. bukan bagi kat orang lain." kata ahli keluarga.
eh. baru teringat. dah lah tu tv family sy!! *menganga*

so what should i do?

not as 'bright' as it may seems

2011-02-02T15:46:00.002+08:00

geram jugak ni.
dah lama apply cuti untuk bulan februari. cuti yang panjang. cuti untuk redeem kepenatan berhempas-pulas menitiskan peluh bekerja untuk ofis. now what they give me? tiba-tiba ada audit pada hari terbabit & tak pasal-pasal kena cancel cuti. what the fork.

sakit itu ujian

2011-01-28T23:42:00.001+08:00

omg. kenapa kau cute sangat.

hoish. skang tengah selsema yang bila selsema tu keluar, dia macam air paip. kau nak sedut balik pun tak jalan. tak boleh keluar jumpa masyarakat macam ni.. tct tct tct *geleng laju*

HAL-HAL FINANCIAL

2011-01-23T10:18:00.003+08:00

gambar hiasan : semalam makan twister fries mc d.. yums!

hal-hal financial.
bukan ultimately pasal kerja-kerja financial yang sy buat tu.
ni pasal personal financial.
adakah korang big spender? (ok jangan fikir kotor. bukan spender itu. LOL)
sy ni jenis yang.. beli saja kalau suka. but luckily skang ni tak de benda-benda penting dalam list untuk dibeli. macam ada kawan-kawan yang nak beli kamera, atau telefon bimbit, atau ipad ETC ETC
jadi soalannya sekarang, macam mana kah nak berbelanja dengan gembira, but at the same time berjimat? *fikir dalam-dalam.. sebab biasanya fikirkan hiburan saja.. bahaha*

1) unsubscribe tempahan surat khabar harian
-sebab sy tak sempat nak baca paper!! every months bayar dalam 30ringgit hanya untuk itu, dan orang lain pulak yang baca. baik lah sy baca kat internet dan pinjam paper orang lain. HAHA

2) terminate insurans kemalangan
-dalam plan, tapi tak buat lagi. ini insurans tambahan, dan kena bayar pulak 41ringgit sebulan. mahal tu. maka setiap hari sila keluar rumah berbekalkan doa untuk mengelakkan perkara-perkara tidak diingini. insurans ini kita terminate saja. lolx

3) claim elaun perjalanan dengan sepenuh hati
-sila berkira, wani. kalau pergi mana-mana pun, claim saja. haha

4) makan di rumah
-hm. hm. kena rombak balik rancangan ni. bahaha

akhir kata. semoga rancangan penjimatan ini akan berjaya!! hoyeah!! xD

cupid, i blame you. lol

2011-01-17T11:27:00.003+08:00

he posted this at fb and i just realized it this morning! lolx

hey, i ♥ you too :)

home-movie night

2011-01-17T00:54:00.002+08:00

wee!!

when i need holiday the most, there comes a chance for me to have my own break.
i.e. bila kerja bagai nak gila, tiba-tiba dipanggil pergi kursus. bagai orang mengantuk disorongkan tilam air!! HAHA
(kursus pulak tu melibatkan pantai. so. i have no complaint) :P

//

sy sorang planner jangka masa pendek.
plan terkini; beli journal baru untuk twothousandeleven. checked.
beli dvds; checked.

mari buat plan jangka masa sederhana pulak.
plan : buat saving at least RM**** sebulan. i dunno how it'll work out, but i'll try ;)

//

let me write back when i know what i want to write.
writer's block sekejap. haha
tata!

watch me

2011-01-12T01:39:00.003+08:00

ni jawapan kepada previous entry.
hah ambik ko. watch me!

haha. agaknya sy ni jenis yang down kejap je.
lepas tu up balik.
memang sungguh pelik. pelik but nice :P

one of my favourite couples; chuck and blair ♥

semalam (110111) adalah hari hadiah.
seriously hari hadiah.
i received tons of presents. not physical presents, but present presents.
and i had all that after the downside thingy.
betul la kot, there's always sunshine after the rain :)

hm.

2011-01-11T16:11:00.002+08:00

i'm the type of person who worked hard, yet no one sees it.
prolly i should be gila kuasa this year LOL (not!)
no la, seriously. i'm putting my effort on learning things i don't know, and i know i'm improving but still, i guess because of my size, no one takes me seriously. that's one hell of a problem.
i practise this positive attitude thingy, tapi kalau orang lain tak positif, what can i do about it?? at some point i am fed up, and i am heck tired. guess i need time for myself and i don't feel like talking to anyone. ('don't feel' je tapi cakap jugak haha)

oh. i don't like attention seeker either. penat.

the slowest day of new year :P

2011-01-10T00:14:00.002+08:00

internet connection shucks. lol

everything is slow like a siput.

dahlah, nak tido. nytes.

funtastic

2011-01-02T20:10:00.005+08:00

survive a new year!! lol

harini masih cuti. spent it on a date with the bf. it was awesome. we watched 2 movies & i wore his jacket as my 'blanket' HAHA
makan. had a nice talk in the car. went home got a text from him saying i looked pretty in that dress *delightful ^^* then we played farmville.. as usual :P

oh. my mom actually treated us the first movie tixs cuz i used her creditcard account online & she said, 'tak pe lah mama belanja new year'.. ahaha thanks, mom!! and the rest was his treat. thanks, ***! :)

whoa gambar beach punyalah awesome!! xD

anyways,

movie yang sy tunggu-tunggu untuk tahun ini!! xD

happy 2011, pretty peeps! :)

2011-01-01T00:02:00.000+08:00

Day 30

2010-12-30T22:51:00.002+08:00

Day 30 - Your highs and lows of this month.

Lows :
1. Masih kat ofis skang ni menyiapkan kerja walaupun esok sampai ahad adalah hari cuti (weekend+umum). walaupun semorang bergembira kat status fb masing-masing, mengatakan yang mereka sedang bersuka-ria dapat cuti. dang! :P
2. Tunggu Zaidad siapkan paper. wargh. (nasib baik dah settle tadi!)
3. Mendengar cerita menakutkan tentang surcaj (ok sorry. semua pasal kerja je. hahaha)
4. Tak fit dah sebab lama gile tak bersukan. haihs

Highs :
1. Love's in the air ^^
2. Finally dapat lantikan tetap!! (Selama ni sy kontrak HAHA)
3. Meeting my friends at the event xD
4. Balik Shah Alam seeing my fam yeahx!! tu yang ultimate skali!!

Day 28

2010-12-28T22:56:00.003+08:00

Day 28 - Something that you miss.

this!

biskot, anak kucing kesayangan sy yang dah lama pergi pada tahun 2008 :'|
may be sayang dia lebih sebab jaga dia since dia lahir & tengok dia membesar. biskooottttttt i miserably miss youuuuuhhhhh!!! sobs.

Day 27

2010-12-27T16:53:00.003+08:00

Day 27 - A problem that you have had.

Nak cakap pasal masalah, sampai esok pun tak habis. lolx

oh. masalah dipanggil 'budak kecik', 'si kurus', 'papan' dan sebagainya. diorang yang panggil ni sebenarnya yang bermasalah.. :P tapi masalah ni dah berlalu sebab despite of sy still je kurus macam ni, siapa-siapa yang cakap camtu either sy tepis tepis tepis ataupun sy buat tak tahu je. tak kuasa i nak melayan you.. lolx

tapi tu lah. biasanya sy sound direct.
ko ingat lepas ko dah kutuk aku sebakul dua, ko nak lepas macam tu je *gile garang skang* HAHA
at least bitau kat diorang supaya diorang tak cakap lagi. like, may be diorang pun tak perasan. tapi kalau buat jugak, siap la kena sound lagi. rofl.

tu lah salah satu masalah yang dah selesai.
:P

PHOTO MEME - best cooked

2010-12-26T09:33:00.003+08:00

hoorah mari buat photo meme lama gila tak buat photo meme rasa macam dah berkurun HAHAHA phew *baca dalam 1 nafas* :DD

it's the Best Cooked photo meme, di mana kena nyatakan bahan terbabit sangat perfect untuk dimasak sebagai hidangan apa.. in you point of view. hokes jangan buang masa lagi. kam on peeps!! xD

1. AYAM

ayam sangat perfect dimasak rendang! ye tidak syak lagi!! ketepikan ayam goreng kunyit ke ayam masak kicap ke HAH itu semua tak penting!! (tiba-tiba). yang penting adalah ayam rendang!! :DD

2. IKAN

ye sy pilih ikan cencaru, halim! *putar roda* ikan cencaru goreng belah belakang wackkktttttt sedap sehingga menjilat dinding. tapi tak tau pulak dinding tu rasa macam mana. mungkin rasa hama. eww

3. DAGING

hambik ini! daging masak dendeng mi favoritos!! (ntah betul tidak cakap spanish ni main redah je marah maria mercedes ahaha) daging yang kering dan garing dengan bahan-bahan awesome yang diletak bersama.. fuahhh TOLONGGGGG

4. KETAM

ketam adalah best cooked as masak lemak cili api!! bukan ketam celup tepung, ye. walaupun ketam celup tepung pun tidak kurang hebatnya, sehebat ketam goreng bodoh ataupun (eh kesian, bodoh pulak dia HAHA) ataupun ketam kari ke apa, namun ketam masak lemak cili api masih tetap di hati :P

5. UDANG

dah cakap pasal ketam, haruslah cakap pasal udang pulak. hambik ko gambar udang besar gile jumpa kat google :DD tomyam udang!! sila merana kalau tak dapat menghirup kuah tomyam udang anda. sila lempar diri ke kolam ikan piranha sekiranya anda tidak meminati tomyam udang. salahkan diri sendiri!! haha

6. ROTI

roti adalah paling awesome dibuat sandwich sardin. ko cakaplah puding roti's the best ataupun entah apa-apa lagi jenis masakan kompleks yang terlintas dalam fikiran ko yang menggunakan roti.. sy still nak cakap yang sandwich sardin adalah the best, yang arif!! xD senang buat, senang makan, sedap gile pulak tu. haihs. nasib baik sardin ni bukan spesis terancam :P

7. SARDIN

walaupun roti paling awesome dibuat roti sardin.. namun.. sardin pulak lebih awesome untuk.. .. digoreng kemudian digoreng-campur pulak dengan bawang dan cili api!! woah!! memang terbakar perut. pagi ini perut sy terbakar sebab makan perkara ini malam semalam. kebakaran bermaharajalela!! tss! HAHAHAH

8. TELUR

telur masak kicap memang ada momentum. macam.. dia terpelanting dari jauh masuk mulut ko and rasa dia sangaaaattttt hebat!! *tepukan gemuruh untuk telur masak kicap, kam on!* hidangan yang ekonomi, sihat walafiat dan awesome.

9. TAUHU

sy tak jumpa gambar yang berkenaan di internet tapi yang ni kira lebih kurang sama laa. haha. ini adalah.... tang tangg taranggg *bunyi dram pakai tong besi yang pengemis buat panaskan badan kat luar negara tu HAHA --- kat malaysia jangan harap ada pengemis nak buat camtu. panas bangat ni* sambung. ini adalah... tauhu goreng dengan sayur kacang boncis dengan ikan bilis skali.. goreng dengan kicap dan kering!! woot woot!! apekah namanya super panjang, namun hasilnya memang memberangsangkan!! xD

10. SAYUR

and last but not least.. hidangan sihat anda haruslah dilengkapi dengan sayur. sayur pilihan harini adalah sayur campur.. mostly ada di situ.. kacang boncis, lobak merah, kalau ada baby corn pun awesome jugak.. dengan udang! wahah!! memang hebatlah!! xD

sekian saja photo meme.
maaf, hari ini sedikit gila.
feel free to try kalau free (nama pun feel free kan. ahaha)
tatah!!

Day 26

2010-12-26T07:52:00.004+08:00

Day 26 - What kind of person attracts you.

in general, i like nice, helpful person. and modesty sparks a personality xD
and i like the person who can cook awesomely.

in a guy, i like the funny, crazy and the fun one. and also the sweet one. lolx

Day 25

2010-12-25T17:33:00.003+08:00

hoh sebelum tu.. meri kismis, yaww!! ;)

Day 25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.

hoish. tak tahu lah secara particularnya sape yang fascinates sy.
tapi sy suka baca blog si supernab x) sebab dia tu kreatif. i lyke creative peeps :)

sy juga fascinates dengan noddy. yeah dieyoumonster HAHA. dia pun kreatif jugak. samalah dengan adik dia. tangkap gambar lawa-lawa cyutz.

ohaha soalan mintak seorang je, sy terbagi dua pulak.
tak pe lah!! xD

when the going gets though

2010-12-24T08:07:00.002+08:00

phrase di atas melambangkan kesibukan sepanjang bulan-bulan (HAHA macam kelakar je perkataan 'bulan-bulan') yang pays off. kerja still banyak macam tu jugak, but less. sebab 5s dah habis. yays! (now i can concentrate on the financial-work thingies) xD

choc. given by the bf. x)

hahah sebenarnya kitorang pergi merompak coklat orang len dan bagi kepada satu sama lain :DD kat ofis kitorang tu banyak makanan. say that day pergi singgah bilik sorang exec than she gave me this almond chocs, so i went give 1 to him. lepas tu dapat rompak lagi coklat kisses. and coklat macam di atas ni, sebenarnya designed choc-sample yang dipromote oleh staff. free, ok!! hahahahaa *gelak orang shah alam suka ambik coklat free* xP dahlah banyak designs, moreover they're somewhat cute. sy bagi yang heartshape kat dia. ckp, bagi hati sy. si wani cheesy. lolx

think tak perlu spend much untuk jadi sweet. just perlukan sikit kreativiti (kreativiti merompak. rofl)

Day 24

2010-12-24T07:29:00.002+08:00

Day 24 - Your favourite movie and what it's about

tadaah! 10thingsihateaboutyou, adalah fav movie sy of all time. despite skang sy tak tengok dah cerita ni, and despite sy tak lah hafal sangat dialog-dialog dia :D

movie ni tentang sebuah high school yang awesome; meriah, architecture dia cool.. eh wait. itu tempat dia. movie ni sebenarnya menceritakan tentang ada 2 teenage sisters. and bapak diorang buat rules yang adik dia ni tak boleh keluar ngedate selagi kakak dia tak (sebenarnya kakak dia tu macam anti-lelaki so.. pandai betul bapak diorang tu HAHA)

then si joseph gorden-levitt yang suka kat si adik, bianca.. telah mengupah si hotness heath ledger untuk mengorat si kakak. daripada start mengorat tipu-tipu, heath ledger ni fall in love macam tu lah. cerita ni agak cool la, sebab ada part-part kelakar, sweet, gila-gila, romantic semua ada. plus, sy memang dig high school movies. cumanya skang ni tak banyak sangat movies macam tu. asyik cerita hantu je memanjang. cis.

oh. cerita ni adapted daripada karya william shakespeare. no wonder lah movie ni sangat sweet. haha. hopefully later akan ada lagi movies macam ni dihasilkan. ecehh

Day 23

2010-12-23T18:23:00.003+08:00

Day 23 - Give five pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.

hoah. my fave day-question!! >:P

kevin zegers. gile suka dia sejak dari dulu lagi :D
mangkuk-hotness!!

ed westwickkkkkkkk *lari-lari dari jauh pastu tanpa segan silu hug beliau dalam mimpi* AHAHAA
may be sebab watak badboy dia dalam gossip girl menyebabkan dia kelihatan sangat hot!! tss!! *bunyi periuk panas* :P

awal ashaari!! x)
sangat suka tengok dia berlakon dalam impian ilyana. sangat comel cerita itu. hah lovestory semuanya comel. lolx

saif ali khan!!! *pengsan sebab terlampau hot*
masa muda-muda dia ni nampak sangat jambu. semakin berumur nampak semakin hot. hoh tidak. kenapa ko hot sangat kenapaaaa

dan yang terakhir....

zac efronnn!!!! x)
tak de lah hype sangat dengan dia, tapi rupa parasnya boleh diklasifikasikan sebagai attractive. lolx

sekian saja. lenkali tanya lah lagi soalan ni. HAHA

Day 22

2010-12-22T00:03:00.004+08:00

Day 22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years?

ni gambar sy dalam area tempoh 2 tahun ni. ni 2009. lolx

banyak kot yang changed. banyak yang improved. HAHA
(yelah. gile ko nak hidup tapi semakin worse. hof koz nak jadi semakin better!) 8D

rupabentuk?? tak de lah changed sangat dalam tempoh 2 tahun ni. sama. even sama je dengan 5 tahun yang lepas (kot??) tapi dua tahun lepas muka ni ada superbanyak zits-aku-tak-tahu-kenapa-kena-sumpahan-seafood-kot-bahaha. nasib baik terrer touch up gambar (kunun) makanya zits keji itu dapat dicoverlinekan (dalam gambar) ROFL 2x. ada berjuta-juta manusia time tu bagi tips suh pakai ni pakai tu untuk hilangkan zits. agak penatlah nak menjawab persoalan daripada orang ramai ni. skang tidak lagi. LOL

antara yang pertama dimasak..

..sambung. antara yang pertama dimasak masa pindah ke KT. dulu serius gile zero bab masak. tapi bab makan memang 100% hahaha. ni time awal-awal pembabitan dalam dunia masakan, memang rentung ayam goreng tu sebenarnya. lepas makan ayam goreng rentung, padan-muka-kau-kena-headache sebab makan makanan berkarbon banyak sangat. bahaha. tapi orang cakap practice makes perfect. sebab suka tengok rancangan masak-memasak dan makan-memakan *lolx*, in 2 years akhirnya berjaya buat cooking sketches yeahx! (i call it cooking sketch :P) and it's not just a cooking sketch, it's a delish one yeahx! (memang superexcited ko wani PANGG!! pelempang) sebab kalau ko nak buat apa pun, buatlah dengan bersungguh-sungguh. even nak main pun kena sungguh-sungguh :D

and how have i changed on my dressings? :P

more feminine la. may be sebab dah tua kot ohok. eh no. wiser. gahaha. dulu imej street style je kan main skate, sports and everything. baju kurung dulu pun boleh kira berapa banyak dalam almari. siap gelak-gelak kat mom apsal baju kurung beliau banyak sangat dalam wardrobe. (hah skang ambik ko! gelakkan orang dia pun dua kali lima!) :DDD dan may be jugak sebab dah kerja. manade orang pergi kerja pakai 2 pasang baju je seminggu tukar-pakai baju yang sama. ko ingat watak kartun ke??! $#@! :P

tapi part buat yang bukan-bukan macam di atas ni.. er..
i'm still the old crazy me (mature sikitlah tapi >:D) lolx

Day 21

2010-12-21T03:10:00.002+08:00

Day 21 - One of your favourite shows.

hahah i purposely missed Day 20 cause i was freaking tired of work.. oh. and also Day 19 :P

one of my fave shows recently is Masterchef.
i love seeing ppl cook & i would love to taste good food. masalahnya kedai-kedai yang menjual good food adalah sangat sukar ditemui. lolx
so yeah. Masterchef rocks! xD

Day 18

2010-12-18T22:13:00.002+08:00

Day 18 - Your beliefs.

kepercayaan.

kepercayaan ni banyak sebenarnya. first, to the rukun iman. sy percaya yang Allah tu selalu ada untuk sy. even untuk semua orang. if you believe it, you'll feel the love ^^

i also believe that things happen for a reason.
walaupun kadang sy tak tahu pun reasonnya apa.. haha.
but bet semua yang berlaku ni memang ada kebaikan-kebaikan dia sendiri.
macam hari tu kan sy bising-bising ada orang 'curik' shower gel adidas dalam troli giant sy. lepas tu shower gel tu dah sold-out kat rak. rupanya bila balik rumah, ada sebotol lagi shower gel adidas sy belum pakai! xD maksudnya kebaikannya kat sini adalah untuk menghalang sy daripada membazirkan duit beli benda yang tak perlu HAHA
cool gile. 8D

i believe in miracles, sebab beberapa kali berlaku.
cumanya sy tak boleh nak cerita :)

and i believe in true love.
it's unexplainable, but it's there.

so yeah.
those are my beliefs. and what's yours? x)

Day 17

2010-12-17T19:55:00.004+08:00

Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.

mari sy bekalkan jawapan dengan gambar-gambar. haha

tahun 2010.. banyak gile cerita. lows?

terlalu low sampai kesedihan nak cerita.. lolx!

biasalah. stress kat ofis. kerja melambak. rasa tak di-appreciate walaupun buat kerja macam nak pengsan. (tapi skang tak rasa macam tu dah HAHA)

lepas tu anak carpet, superhero mati. tak sempat membesar pun T_T

baru-baru ni, anak carpet si keju tu pun dah mati. sobs

then macam hampir give up (tapi sy bukan sorang yang give up sebenarnya ahaha) dengan the crush. tapi sy hold on. dan tengoklah hasilnya bila ko tak give up; the crush itu skang adalah the bf! x)

then masa kalah badminton dengan zon selatan rasanya. (ke zon utara?? beta lupa! haha)

dan kehilangan sorang demi sorang kawan-kawan yang semuanya berpindah ke tempat lain. gile low.

NOW ONTO HIGH! xD

ye. menang english debate. gile.
tak pernah-pernah sy masuk debate, apatah lagi english debate!!
(gambar eksklusif ni, tak pernah letak dalam blog :P)

zon kitorang jadi juara keseluruhan masa karnival sukan ofis seluruh malaysia.
gile excited time ni :DD

kire high jugak kot.. time jadi MC majlis hari raya kat rumah anak-anak yatim/OKU.
sy jarang jadi MC sebenarnya. ko kena bayar kalau nak hire. ahaha JK :P

dan lawatan luar negeri; ke sarawak!!
(saja tu ada gambar mat salleh kat latar belakang, menandakan yang sy pun tengah melancong macam diorang jugak bahaha)

tu je lah kot. kalau nak cerita semua memang tak habis. HAHA

Day 16

2010-12-16T20:48:00.002+08:00

Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.

seriously skang ni sy terlalu sibuk sampaikan tak sempat nak dengar muzik-muzik terkini. dah la radio dalam kereta tu rosak kan.. menganga je berlubang ruang untuk radio tu (hantar repair) HAHAH.

mainstream.. well i guess apa yang mainstream skang adalah justin bieber & maher zain. both are nice :) mainstream lain may be macam yuna, hujan.. etc etc. i think the music grows and orang dah boleh accept muzik yang dimainkan di bawah tanah (underground). but i'm not that hype on mainstream. kalau sy rasa best, sy dengar je. tak kira la mainstream or not :P

Day 15

2010-12-15T20:26:00.001+08:00

Day 15 - Your favourite Tumblrs.

my fave are :
-my blog goes rawr!
-lovequotesrus
-supernab

somuchthings, again

2010-12-14T09:24:00.003+08:00

that's it.
bulan 1 tahun depan nak apply cuti lama sket untuk bercuti di rumah (note : shah alam). i want to see the kittens grow up!! xD

oh. tak cerita kat sini.
kucingku yang gorgeous itu telah melahirkan 2 ekor anak kucing yang super awesome. haha. congratz, carpet!! *tepuk-tepuk bahu carpet atas usahajaya beliau*

oohhhheyyyy i think the bf is pretty sweet!! ^^ ingatkan scene dibagi jaket ketika sejuk hanya berlaku dalam drama korea! lolx.

eh ok lah. nak keluar kejap cari plug laptop. rosak lagi. kejiness itu plug :P

Day 14

2010-12-14T09:20:00.002+08:00

Day 14 - Your earliest memory.

time 5-6 tahun tu dah ingat lah kot. tu pun ingat sipi-sipi je haha.
ingat time kat rumah melaka (yosh, dulu duduk melaka). ingat time kat tadika. lolx

Day 13

2010-12-13T03:45:00.003+08:00

Hah hambik ko, terlepas lagi nak buat cabaran hari ke-12.
Mula-mula nak buat awal, tapi soalan dia macam mintak terangkan apa yang berlaku sepanjang hari, so i had to wait till the end of the day. Lepas tu pulak dah lepas 12midnight baru teringatttt WAHAHA

sori -_-"

Day 13 - Somewhere you'd like to move or visit.

Saya mahu stay & ada rumah di.. ..

shah alam!! xD mana lagi! HAHA
shah alam adalah sebuah bandar moden yang agak peaceful ^^v

skang duduk terengganu kan. bandar KT. (kerja. rumah family kat shah alam :P)
KT memang nice & super peaceful, tapi macam banyak benda tak cukup.
ko nak beli barang susah nak jumpa, kedai tak banyak.. segala-galanya agak limited. daripada segi kemudahan tu, agak kurang kat KT.
shah alam is fun. dia macam.. bandar yang tak sibuk sangat macam KL, yet meriah. nak carik apa-apa, boleh terus pergi KL, sunway.. etc :D

mont kiara.
ntah, hari tu macam nampak satu kawasan perumahan lawa gile nak mamP kat mont kiara. HAHAHA
tapi mustahil la nak duduk sini. high maintenance, ko :P
(pernah kerja sini, suka atmosphere dia)

taraa!! ampang city.
sy lahir KL, beb. duduklah dekat sikit dengan KLCC. bahaha. kidding :P

ANDDD
nak buat lawatan di tempat-tempat berikut..

italy? sebab lawaaaaaa *menganga*
tapi memang fail la nak cakap itali. dalam mimpi je lah~ rofl

new york!! xD
sebab bandar dia super meriah.
ahha sy suka bandaraya-bandaraya yang meriah macam ni :DD

(paling dekat kat KL, ialah kat area bukit bintang. heavenly meriah)

dan tempat yang memang betul-betul nak pergi untuk tujuan ke pulau & snorkelling.. tadaa!! SABAH :)

ok sekian dulu :P

Day 11

2010-12-11T01:38:00.001+08:00

Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.

hoit! i don't have an ipod.. so..
haha

:P

Day 10

2010-12-10T23:58:00.002+08:00

Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.

first kiss?? what the-- macam soalan untuk mat salleh saja!! lolx

my first love was a blast. (apekah 'discuss'??! $#@!)

Day 09

2010-12-09T23:27:00.002+08:00

melted choc. nice! xD

guhhhhhhhh
tertinggal cabaran hari ke-8!! apekah!! *tepuk diri sendiri dengan raket tenis*

Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.

i hope the future will be like candies.. sweet! :)

nicks

2010-12-07T13:25:00.002+08:00

penimbunan kerja-kerja bercampurannnnn!!! *bunyi macam watak komik nak bergabung kuasa.. hah haha*

ah. abaikan kerja tu. harini kan cuti.

sebenarnya tengah berfikir. apa nick nak bagi kat the bf. i mean, he's already call me something, tapi sy clueless nak panggil dia apa! HAHA *shoot diri sendiri dengan pistol air*

talking about nicks, sy tertengok fb kawan haritu. dia membahasakan dirinya 'mama'. warkhh tidakkkk *pengsan*. heyy apsal korang ber-mama-papa walhal korang tak kahwin lagi hah. anak pun tak de lagi!! *bangun dan pengsan balik* ok fine. sy tak sepatutnya menyebok. lolx

calling nicks adalah sweet, tapi at the beginning macam segan nak panggil. haha. but heyy there's always a first time for everything xD he'll be going to johor today. tengoklah kalau sempat nanti nak pergi airport waving2. baru dramatik sikit. haha

selamat tahun baru, everyone :)

Day 07

2010-12-07T06:24:00.002+08:00

homaigard!! i missed Day 06 cuz i was freakin' busy!! lolx

xpelah. teruskan saja :P

Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

sebenarnya, sy ada dua zodiac signs. i'm in between these two :

Cancer

Macam mana eh personaliti Cancer?? kejap nak google. lolx
*beberapa saat kemudian :P*
secara kesimpulan dia cakap Cancer is :
-emo. sulky, moody.
-macam family oriented, suka duduk rumah.
-ada good sense of humor & suka good joke.
-sorang pekerja yang dedicated.
-sorang lover yang caring.

hah. semorang adalah emo, ok *sambil hempas vas mahal* :DD dulu masa zaman persekolahan dulu ye lah kot sulky2 semua ni, skang tak kuasa aku nak merajuk, membazir masa je HAHA.
and yes, i love being at home. tapi tak jugak. suka jugak keluar. i'm in the middle :D
kadang-kadang boleh crack jokes spontaneously. tapi dia cakap Cancer ni macam terancang sikit. terancangkah sy?? erk. macam tak je. *baling organiser dalam sungai* rofl.
sy agak dedicated bekerja. tapi sikit je lah. sape ntah kata sy workaholic. tak, ok!! *sorok timbunan kerja bawah meja* :P
hah. memang caring overload. kat semua orang kot. even kat kucing. ntah, memang macam tu dari dulu. cough cough batuk kejap puji diri sendiri *muntah*

Gemini

Gemini adalah sorang yang :
-smart.
-cergas, bertenaga.
-komunikasi hebat.
-sukakan pengalaman baru, benda-benda baru.
-sorang lover yang sukakan adventure.

i'm smart at heart BAHAHA. no lah. smart biasa-biasa. cergas tu ye. sebab ada orang cakap sy hyperactive rofl (tapi skang dah semakin bersopan, ok!! *gelak berguling* :DDD) mereka memanggil sy itu mungkin sebab sy jalan laju. skang cuba perlahankan tempo berjalan. okoko. jugak sukakan sukan ;)
komunikasi hebat?? blehh *sambil tunjukkan thumb ke bawah* tak. sy tak hebat berkomunikasi. dia ikut time sebenarnya. kalau ada mood, akan jadi sefriendly yang mungkin, even kepada strangers yang ditemui di kedai (macam kat kedai roti haritu. satu kedai aku tegur. ok. 3 orang je yang ada sebenarnya HAHA). ada time bila rasa macam malas nak bercakap dengan orang, i go slow.
benda baru? ada certain benda baru yang disukai. ada yang tak. so-so lah :D
terfikir untuk kidnap the bf bawak dia pergi mana-mana. hahaha cukup adventure tak??

kesimpulan : sy adalah kombinasi kedua-duanya. tapi memang sy jenis yang lagi suka lepak rumah (sebab rumah sy cosy!! sekianterimakasih!! LOL).. sorang yang cakap bila nak cakap je (tapi orang suka datang tanya macam-macam.. jadi kena jawab jugak! haha). agak aktif. agak smart. sy agak je la. HAHA. a bit humorous. &caring. ^^v

Day 05

2010-12-05T15:07:00.001+08:00

Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.

Somewhere around 80ish, 90ish. naturally. lolx
In a good way :)

Day 04

2010-12-04T16:00:00.002+08:00

Day 04 - Your views on religion.

adalah satu kepercayaan. ko percaya Tuhan tu ada. ko percaya hidup&mati ko ditentukan olehNya. mencintaiNya melebihi yang lain :)

agama menjadikan kita lebih baik, lebih organized, lebih tenang. agama melengkapkan hidup. if agama kukuh, hidup kita jugak insyaAllah akan kukuh (means ada something untuk berpegang). if tak pentingkan agama sangat, tu lah yang berlaku kejadian-kejadian macam nak bunuh diri tu (sebab kecewa dengan hidup?? to the heck).

kesimpulan, religion shapes a person :)

Day 03

2010-12-03T14:10:00.002+08:00

Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohols.

=drugs&alcohols watak jahat. haha
skang ni banyak betul orang seludup dadah dengan cara telan/masukkan dalam badan. pastu tiba-tiba mati sebab dadah tu pecah dalam badan dia. hah rasakan ko. nak sangat telan dadah. lolx. stay away from cigarettes, weeds, drugs.. benda-benda ni semua. tak mendatangkan sen pun :P

and alcohols. pun sama menghabiskan beras. ko minum mabuk-mabuk pastu sistem badan ko boleh rosak kalau consume banyak sangat. pergilah 7e beli air 100plus. minum yang tu je. tak pun air ECPI.. lebih healthy. haha

(macam apa je view. LOL)

Day 02

2010-12-02T14:43:00.003+08:00

Day 02 - Where you'd like to be in 10 years.

Amboi, tua sangat dah kalau in 10 years macam ni. haha

in 10 years adalah tahun 2020! cool!! xD
if i'm still breathing, dalam 10 tahun akan datang, mahu berada di KL atau shah alam. mahu berada di kerusi ofis yang besar sikit HAHAHA *wink2*. mahu berada di rumah sendiri yang awesome dengan orang-orang kesayangan lolx. mahu jugak duduk dalam flight pergi melancong luar negara :DD

(harap time tu si carpet ada lagi untuk dibuli. fuahaha)

carpet.

Day 01

2010-12-01T22:55:00.003+08:00

LET THE 30-DAY-CHALLENGE BEGINS!! xD

Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

in a relationship. even if i'm single, am still not available since the heart belongs to that same person. rofl gile cheesy!! *muntah sebaldi* :DD

hidup sebagai sorang yang singlet sebelum ni adalah masih menyeronokkan. either you're single or not, you can be happy as how you perceive it right? ko boleh buat banyak benda lah masa single. ko boleh hang out dengan kawan-kawan, ko boleh pergi themepark, ko boleh flirt, ko boleh stalk, ko boleh adore.. macam-macam!! xD

so yeah, that's my answer.
macam tak de ayat penutup je kan. HAHAHA. next! :P

better left unsaid

2010-11-29T23:23:00.003+08:00

sometimes i just don't understand.. haihs.

ada banyak nak cakap,
tapi macam speechless.
so, i'll leave it that way.
tangan tengah sakit masa menaip ni.
tersepit pintu. haha
hurt.

omg!! cute gile!! x)

seronok weh tido macam ni :'D

gnyte. zzz.

cabaran 30 hari

2010-11-28T22:05:00.002+08:00

cabaran 30 hari. HAHA
akan buat ini pada bulan disember (kalau rajin!!)
dipersilakan siapa-siapa yang nak buat cabaran ini untuk menampal kertas cabaran di page masing-masing. nak buat bila-bila pun boleh. next month, next year.. your choice ;)

drooled :P

2010-11-20T20:42:00.005+08:00

i'm using this as my handphone's wallpaper!! HAHA
drooling habis =p~

mari buat survey!! yiehha!!
(nak buat photo meme, tapi tak jumpa soalan kat bzoink. mungkin akan cari di website lain dan buat later) xD

Is there someone in your life that you talk to everyday?
my family when i'm at home, and my housemates when i'm in KT :)

What is the background on your cellphone right now?
aeroplane - B.O.B. featuring hayley williams.
macam nak tukar ringtone baru --> just the way you are. BEST LAGU NI!! xD
salah baca soalan weh!! AHAHA. the background should be the above photo ;)

What does the sixth message in your inbox say?
the boyfie suh jual balik babs (pigs) kat farmville sebab najis berat AHAHA

Are you currently in a relationship with anyone? If so, who?
yup. dengan si handsome. lolx

Have you ever had your heart broken?
ada dulu time belajar dulu ada crush dengan si awal (gayanya macam awal ashaari rofl). pastu heart broken ah. end of story.

Are you looking forward to this weekend?
yea!! xD ada kursus, boleh balik KL lagi!
(plus it's a kursus that i'm looking forward to go to since last year!!)

What are your plans for this weekend?
skang ni tengah weekend lah. plan duduk rumah. keluar sikit-sikit beli-belah. balut-balut hadiah. makan. haha

What is your weakest subject in school?
chemistry. dapat C, dol. gile tak pandai aku. haha

Is there someone you couldn't imagine living without in your life?
everyone in this house! including my cat!! and my bf!! and my grannies! and my besties!! *gile ramai ko HAHA* :)

What was the last vacation you went on?
redang island. haa macam dah lama gile je tak pergi vacation. sobs.

Do you like the cold or hot weather better?
cold weather. pastu gulungkan diri dalam blanket. pastu bangun lewat pukul 9.30pagi. haha

How do you feel about abortions?
against it. kecuali kalau betul-betul membahayakan mak dia on health wise.

If you could change anything that has happened in the past, would you?
yelah kot, tukar result SPM yang apekah itu!! lolx

If you had three wishes, what would you wish for?
1-good and healthy life for my family, the bf & i
2-more gadgets and money!! haha
3-dua juta wishes lagi AHAHA gile tamak :DDD

If you could have 1 exotic animal, which animal would you have?
kucing hutan tu kira exotic tak? lolx

END OF SURVEY!

lagi satu gambar kek yang men-drooling-kan!!

makes my day :)

2010-11-20T12:44:00.003+08:00

wackttttt *melt myself like a cheese*
inikah yang dinamakan gila kentang?!!

sejak semalam sy dig fries.
salahkan tv sebab tunjukkan cerita pasal makanan (french fries) yang drooling!! teringin nak makan fries yang lain sikit, macam photo di atas. tapi kat sini manalah ada sangat fries camtu. kat US banyaklah :D

dan recently jugak sedang seronok menonton siri ini : masterchef USA.

semalam terbukak wiki, ter-tahu pulak sape pemenang dia!!
haihs wani, ko ni memang spoil betul!! :B

3 juri masterchef. hebatness.

apsal dalam kepala ni berkisar tentang makanan je??
tak de benda lain ke ko nak fikir hah, wani?!! *smack diri sendiri dengan paperbag berisi makanan* ..erk..

katil yang cosy macam ni, kalau pagi sabtu macam ni,
memang tamao bangun!! hahaha.

i wanna grab my phonecam and snap some artistic photos

2010-11-18T14:31:00.002+08:00

i'm terribly fall in love with these cute images i found at ******
i can't stop clicking the mouse they are ALLLL CUTE!!

ohEmGee!! dress polka-dot kaler kelabu!! mari pengsan sekarang!! :P

well i'm this type of spender :
1- beli barang harga biasa yang nampak mahal. haha
2- but at the same time don't mind to spend extra cash on something that lasts longer& have a pretty good quality :)

ignore the burgers. LOOK AT THE FRIES!! xD
kentang goreng kurus yang memanggil-manggil untuk dimakan!! hoahhh

treehouse.
sori, tengah dalam mood cheesy romantic AHAHA

the lovely night

2010-11-13T00:13:00.002+08:00

comelnya!! i lyke those hanging lights :]

jumpa banyak benda-benda sweetness & comelness kat worldwideweb.
akan share kat sini time to time :)

gahhh!! ni lagi satu comelness aku nak pengsan!! haha
i always like the peep-toe shoes. cool.

roadtrip balik dari kemaman harini,
budak-budak berdua tu seronok nyanyi-nyanyi lagu dalam kereta. lagu cinta yang sweet-sweet pulak tu. hahaha. haa sudah. mode loveydovey semorang.
dan sy suka tengok pemandangan di luar tingkap. semuanya AWESOME. subhanallah.

i heart you, mom.dad.falet.haret.you.carpet.biskot.grannies.
always do :)

watching 'dual survival' on discovery channel :)

2010-11-09T00:37:00.004+08:00

my car almost being hit around evening (masa balik kerja).
oh not again.
mujur sy braked. mujur dia braked. mujur tak de kereta lain kat sebelah kiri. kalau tak!!
st*p*dos, kenapa ko tak pandai agak jalan & nak masuk lane sy, hah??! *stress fikir kenapa sini banyak sangat kereta suka makan jalan*

i'm so happy i already bought the flight tixs for aidiladha. ehehe. shah alam, tunggu sy HAH!! xD

si handsome sorok muka sebab tengah main game. ahaha
kenapa ko hot sangatttt *pengsan* :P

hah he's not gonna be around for 5 days. lamanya!!

intelligently brilliant

2010-11-06T03:02:00.002+08:00

korang perlukan motivasi kan?? (padahal diri sendiri pun perlukan motivasi jugak!! AHAHA)
nah ambik ni!! :P

kevin zegers the hotnessssss!!! *faint*

hati sedang menyanyi riang. lolx

best dream happens when you're awake

2010-10-30T08:52:00.002+08:00

carpet glows xD

hai semorang!!
sy baru balik kursus. kursus yang banyak orang. kursus yang menyakitkan kaki. kursus yang banyak assignments. kursus untuk escape kejap daripada kegilaan ofis. haha

tips untuk dapat kawan baru : just talk.
tapi sy ni pemalas nak cakap dulu.. haha. maksudnya untuk kursus ni la. sebab sy letih. minggu sebelumnya kerja macam nak gila. jadi bila datang kursus, sy macam.. 'hah biarlah budak-budak ni. aku malas nak cakap banyak, malas nak stand out banyak, malas nak ke depan lead senaman macam biasa.. malas malas malas.' hence i go low profile.

low profile otak kau!!
bila sampai sana je, budak-budak ni tegur dulu.. "wani!!" dengan sangat excited. kadang sebelum ni tak kenal mereka, tapi terserempak kat fb. jadi macam.. 'haha ok tak payah mulakan bercakap. biar diorang cakap sebab diorang kenal EKEKE.' hampas gila >:DD

sy macam.. kagum sebab hampir semua orang adalah orang yang talented. pandai cakap, pandai menyanyi, pandai menari, pandai main gitar, kreatif gile, english hebat.. kalau kat tempat lain susah ok nak jumpa orang yang multi-talented macam ni!! dahlah talented, semua bergaya pulak tu!! haha. (kalau nak carik jodoh silakan ke kursus kami. bahaha)

tips lain di kursus : cari a few kawan-kawan baik.
kawan pergi makan, kawan pergi senaman pagi/petang, kawan kat kelas. ko wajib ada tu. sebab nanti ko tak lost masa kursus lolx.

//

kat couch merah secret recipe.

HAHAHA yang ni kelakar. kawan gossipgirl sy cakap yang bos atas dia macam suka kat dia. i was like.. "whattttt ko ni magnet orang orang tua yang kaya!!" lolx. and then colleague dia pun cakap suh mintak bos tu belikan handbag mahal. gile ambik kesempatan!! :DDD but in a kidding way. like, kenapakah orang tua seperti itu adalah gatal??

lepas tu ada few guys macam berhint-hint diorang suka kat sy!! erk. then sy kena gelak dengan kawan gossipgirl sebab those guys macam agak lame jenis desperate ke apa. aku-magnet-budak-budak-lelaki-desperate?!! *muntah sebaldi* ayoh larikan diri sekarang!!!

.end.

it's only words

2010-10-23T09:37:00.004+08:00

true. superduper true.

sedang berhadapan dengan masalah komitmen anak-anak buah. they're great, really. but when it comes to 'hey tolong datang ofis buat kerja time cuti..' they prefer to enjoy life than serving themselves to the office. memang sy laung-laungkan enjoy life! enjoy life! but nak enjoy life pun, selesaikan kerja dulu. then ko nak enjoy macam there's no tomorrow, silalah. sy tak de halangan. i like them as my subordinates, but a bit disappointed, really :/

//

cerita lain.
i lend my ears to listen to people's problem. i do.
tapi ada orang salah faham dan ingat yang sy tau semuanya, yang sy masuk campur, yang sy watak jahat. haha. salah sy kah kalau orang nak share problem dengan sy?? sy tak tanya mereka dulu pun, sy tak menyibuk apa-apa, they just come to me and spill everything out. i'm innocenttttt!!!

sobs.

//

despite of those silly, unimportant things above (bahaha unimportant katanya.. :P), i'm all happy inside.

you.you.you.
no one else but you :)

mari makan kek

2010-10-16T08:56:00.001+08:00

it's his birthday today :)

how u explain tiredness?

2010-10-09T22:51:00.002+08:00

sangat sangat sangattt penatttt hari niiiiii
(or in my term : tired-wired)

but i ate like.. non-stop hari ini. rofl

seeing him again today :)

accompanied my housemates, looking for her mattress & drawers.
gile merata carik. foh. endurance. haha

jalan raya masih jammed.
think i rather be at home at this 'chaos' time.
haha. later.

SUNDAE WITH NO TOPPING, & A BIT OF HIS FRIES AND DRINKS :)

2010-10-08T23:42:00.004+08:00

When was the last time you finger-painted?
I NEVER DONE THE FINGER-PAINTED THINGY. LOLX

What posters do you have on your bedrooms walls, if any?
*BESARKAN MATA, TENGOK DI SEKITAR BILIK* HAH! TAK ADA POSTER PUN!! ADAKAH SY SUDAH MENJADI SORANG TUA MEMBOSANKAN YANG TIADA POSTER DI BILIKNYA?!! *HAMMER DINDING*

Do you say car-mel or car-A-mel?
KO MAKSUDKAN PUDING TU KE?? CARAMEL LA WEH!! BUKAN CAMEL, OK!
(KE BENDA LAIN?!)

The last time you took medicine, what did you need it for?
HEADACHE. PANAS. KUALA TRG PANAS. FOH!! *PUT ON SUNGLASSES & DO SUNBATHING DEPAN APARTMENT*

Are you a hopeless romantic?
SY ADALAH 50% HOPELESS ROMANTIC. ROFL.

Do you own anything that has a lot of sentimental value to you?
YE, SY SUKA SIMPAN BENDA-BENDA MACAM TU. HAHA

Do you let people take advantage of you?
I GUESS SO. I COULDN'T HELP IT!!
*SMACKDOWN SORANG SORANG*

When you get out of the shower, do you use one or two towels?
SATU SUDEYY. YEAH I KNOW I KNOW BUDAK PEREMPUAN SUKA PAKAI 2 TOWELS; SATU LAGI NAK BALUT KEPALA EY LEPAS SHAMPOO. I DON'T HAVE THAT :P

Do you think the more expensive shampoos/conditioners make a difference?
NOT REALLY. TENGOKLAH KEBERKESANAN DAN KESESUAIAN DIA CAMNE. HAH AMBIK KO. AYAT MALAYSIA HARI INI :DD

Do you own any video game systems?
DALAM HANDPHONE NI ADA. BAHAHA
WELL I DON'T HAVE PS OR NINTENDO OR WHATSOEVER. MAHAL, OK.
HANYA ANAK-ANAK ORANG KAYA SAJA YANG BERKELAPANGAN UNTUK MAIN GAME-GAME MAHAL SEPERTI ITU :P

Are you uncomfortable with changing clothes in front of others?
TAK PUN. TUKAR JE. TUNJUKKAN SEMUANYA!! AHAHA KIDDING.

Which is worse: Runny nose or stuffy nose?
DUA-DUA PUN AKU TAK NAK. HAHA
OH. TAK MENJAWAB SOALAN EH.
JAWAPANNYAAAA..... OF COURSE STUFFY NOSE. AT LEAST RUNNY NOSE, MELELEH-LELEH CAMTU PUN BOLEH DIKELUARKAN!! BETOL TAK?!! :P

Do you like any bands that not many people know about?
BUSTED. THEY'RE WELL-KNOWN IN U.K. SKANG DAH SPLIT UP PUN. LAGI LAH TAK DE ORANG YANG KENAL. I MACAM HAFAL LAGU-LAGU DALAM 1ST & 2ND ALBUM DIORANG!! HAHA GILE GIGIH.

If you were in a band, which instrument would you want to play?
ELECTRIC GUITAR. SEBAB HOT.
*BAKAR GITAR SUPAYA LEBIH HOT*

Do you prefer having long hair or short hair?
HEALTHY LONG HAIR. CUZ IT'S PRETTY ^^

Have you ever woken up and didn't know where you were?
SELALU BANGUN PAGI, EVEN DI ATAS KATIL SENDIRI PUN AKAN MULA WONDERING *SEBAB TENGAH MAMAI KAN* EH AKU KAT MANA NI? HARI NI HARI APA?? HAH??! APEKAH---

If you told your parents that you're gay, how would they react?
KENA LIBAS DENGAN CEMETI AGAKNYA.. HAHA
BUT NO WORRIES, I'M SUPER STRAIGHT AS A STEEL RULER :P

Who's been the most influential person in your life?
MY PARENTS. NO DOUBT. THE MOST AWESOMENESS PEOPLE IN THE PLANET!!

Did you learn something new today?
I LEARNT A BIT ABOUT CATS.. HAHA

How many songs do you have on your iPod/mp3 player?
GILE KO AKU TAK PAKAI IPOD :P
DALAM PHONE PUN MACAM TAK BERAPA BANYAK LAGU. LETAK LAGU-LAGU YANG PENTING JE.. LOLX

Are you waiting for something?
TUNGGU NEXT GAJI? HAHA!

Do you get stressed out easily?
BILA ADA KAIT-MENGAIT DENGAN KERJA YANG BANYAK.. YE!!

Do you like olives?
YANG BUAH OLIVE ATAS PIZZA TU SY TAK SUKA. HAHA

Do you have any tan lines?
TAK ADA. SATU BADAN 'TAN'. RAKYAT ASIA KAN NAMANYA :P

How many different schools have you gone to?
SEUMUR HIDUP NI, SEKOLAH KAT AREA RUMAH TU JE. GILE MANJA. TAPI PEDULI APA. I SUCCEED FROM THOSE SCHOOLS. AND I HAVE NO COMPLAINT :P

Do you want to redecorate your room?
NAK!! TAPI KEMALASAN MENGATASI SEGALANYA.
PLAN DAH ADA, OK. HAHA

Can you sleep in total darkness?
YES I CAN.

Have you ever said "I love you" and not meant it?
TAK PERNAH PUN. I BELIEVE THAT "I LOVE YOU" IS A SACRED PHRASE.

Have you ever farted really loudly in a public restroom?
PUBLIC RESTROOM?!! WHAT THE-- KALAU FART PUN HARUS LA TAK NAK MENGAKU!! SIAP TUNDING-TUNDING JARI KAT JIRAN SEBELAH LAGI!! HAHAHA
BUT I DIDN'T. NEVER EVER. LOLX

What's the best thing about winter?
WARNA SALJI ADALAH SANGAT PURE ^^

Have you ever ridden a four wheeler?
MACAM PERNAH. HAHA

What's the stupidest movie you've ever seen?
THE WISHING STAIRS. BLAIR WITCH PROJECT PUN AGAK STUPID JUGAK.

Have you ever taken gymnastics?
TAK. SPLIT PUN TAK PANDAI. HOHO

Are you afraid to speak up and stand up for yourself?
YES!
TAPI KALAU TENGOK MACAM DAH MELAMPAU SANGAT, I DO SPEAK UP.

Do you know how to slow dance?
NO. TEACH ME!!

Who was the last person you argued with?
BUDAK-BUDAK OPPOSITION DALAM DEBATE COMPETITION. HAHA

Do you prefer regular headphones or earbuds?
I'M A HEADPHONE PERSON!! xD EARBUDS MENYAKITKAN TELINGA. BAGI SY LA. :)

Are you any good at playing pool?
TAK PERNAH CUBA PUN. KALAU CUBA, MUNGKIN SUPER BAGUS. ROFL.

Does it take a lot to make you cry?
NOPE. I CAN CRY LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW. BAHAHA
TENGOK BENDA LAH.

Are you clumsy?
VERY THE. SUE ME.
TAPI SKANG NAMPAK MACAM LEBIH BERTATATERTIB. ROFL.

Have you ever pissed in your pants in public after the age of 10?
BUDAK LELAKI JE TU!! HAHA!!

Have you ever been to Disney Land/World?
TAK PERNAH. BILA DISNEYLAND NAK BUKAK KAT MALAYSIA NI?!! ADAKAH SY CUMA AKAN BERANGAN-ANGAN SAJA?!

Do you wear a lot of make-up?
SY BUKANLAH SORANG PEMAKAI MAKE-UP YANG BERJAYA. MAKE-UP MEMANG CANTIK, TAPI MEMAKAN MASA DAN KALAU KO MAKE-UP BERLEBIHAN, KULIT KO AKAN MUDAH ROSAK. CONTOHNYA MULUT LEBAM SEBAB PAKAI LIPSTICK BANYAK SANGAT. HUIH PANJANG GILE EXPLANATION :P

Have you ever sneezed and farted at the same time?
TAK PERNAH LAGI. NAK TRY!! AHAHA!

Can you send picture messages from your phone?
YE BOLEH. BARU TADI SEND. WAHH HEBATNYA TEKNOLOGI!! *TEPUK TANGAN TAK SEMENA-MENA*

Do you get sick a lot?
TAK SANGAT. TERIMA KASIH, ANTIBODI. TERIMA KASIH, VITAMIN C. ;)

Have you ever taken The Impossible Quiz? (If not, you should Google it. :D)
KEBENDA TU?!!

Were you a hardcore Backstreet Boys/*NSYNC fan?
DULU HARDCORE BOYZONE. LOLX

Does it bother you when people touch your feet?
NAK TOLONG CRACK KNUCKLES BOLEH JE!! HAHA

Do you like pumpkin pie?
TAK TAU. KENAPA KO TANYA?! NAK BELANJA KE?!!

OCT

2010-10-06T00:05:00.002+08:00

october.
the month of initials.
the month of 12million things.
the month of birthdays.

i need to find answers.

CAN'T SLEEP PART 2

2010-10-02T01:47:00.002+08:00

HAHA. SY TAK BOLEH BERHENTI!! :b

What's the most interesting illegal thing you've done?
masuk ke exam hall orang lain untuk tengok soalan yang (konon) bocor!! tapi tak bocor pun!! HAHA. long story.

Are you enjoying life? I hope you are!
hell yeahx! xD hidup adalah sesuatu yang perlu disyukuri. seriously.

Which do you prefer, sports cars or trucks?
MPV!! *tiba-tiba terkeluar topik haha* i mean sports car terlampau sempit dan susah nak dijaga, AND trucks pulak sangat besar & susah nak parking :P *banyak cerita ko, wani!!*

Have you ever driven or ridden on the back of a motorcycle?
yeap!! :) i enjoyed it sebab angin kuat!! xD

How do you style your hair most often?
ponytailed. aku pakai tudunglah you. kalau buat rambut semangat-semangat, sama je penyek nanti :PP

What's your first memory?
memori di melaka. berjiran dengan chinese. pastu ada lion dance kat rumah dia masa CNY. hihi

Which are you better at... crossword puzzles or sudoku puzzles?
crossword kot. haihs dua-dua pun sy jarang/tak pernah main!! :P

What's the speed limit on the street you live on?
kalau kat terengganu tu, 60-70 km/j saja sebab jalan kecik. shah alam, 70-80. kalau kat highway, 150 pun ok. lolx

Are your parents still married?
yes, happily married :)

What are some of your hobbies?
banyak ok. blogging is one of it. snapping photos. facebooking pun dah jadi macam hobi skang. ahaha

What is something you do too often?
facebooking. adakah tu maksudnya sy bersosial atau tak?? *garu kepala*

What is something you don't do often enough?
watching television. tengok, tapi tak se-often dulu. haha
(biasanya akan ended up tertidur depan tv :P)

Have you ever spent so much time with someone that you got the sound of their voice stuck in your head?
ada ke suara stuck dalam kepala sy?!! TOK TOK *ketuk kepala*

Do you know anyone else's password for anything?
sy selalu nampak password orang lain, sebab diorang bagi tengok. tapi lepas tu sy tak ingat apa dah. haha (but i know my mom's password!! xD)

How old is the last person you sent a facebook friend request to?
macamlah sy ingat sy hantar request terakhir kat siapa!! tak ingat, ok!! :P

Describe the town you grew up in.
shah alam ialah sebuah bandar round-about yang tiada panggung wayang. rofl.
tapi shah alam banyak kedai makan. banyak students. peaceful.

Is there anything about you that only one person knows?
i have no idea!! :P

What all did you do yesterday?
masa buat ni dah pagi sabtu. kira hari jumaat la kan. haha. jumaat, sy pergi midV shopping.

Have you ever been called a smartass?
punggung bijak?! kalau orang panggil begitu, sy hentak dia dengan hammer. haha
some people call me that. ntah apa yang smartass ntah aku tak faham weyy.

Is there a song that you are particularily good at singing?
how do i live :)

Do you know how to jump start a car battery?
serius tak berapa nak pandai. semuanya orang buatkan. haha

What about change the oil?
er.. bukan bengkel ke yang buat tu?! bahaha

Do you dry off in the shower, or after you get out?
yelah. what the hell nak dry kat luar pulak. banjir la lantai bilik weh :P

Do you have a nickname that you go by more often than your real name?
ye. diorang panggil sy naje/je. dengan wandang. apakah nama-nama terbabit!! apekah!!

What's your preferred form of exercise?
sit up. kot?

What do you want to do with your life?
i want to live it!! haha

Where do you spend most of your time?
at home. ye sy kan perumah berjaya. bahaha
tapi kalau waktu bekerja, yes i spent most of my time at the office.

What's the best thing to happen to you in the past 24 hours?
tak ada apa-apa yang best. harini normal je. terlalu normal.

How long does it take you to get to work?
less than 10 minutes. serius rumah sewa sy dekat dengan ofis. bangun tidur pun pukul 7 pagi.. haha

^ To your grandparents house?
from my rental home, ada lah dalam 40 mins or 30 mins.

What's your favorite airline you've flown on?
fireflyz, sebab airport dia dekat dengan rumah di shah alam haha.
tapi kalau yang paling seronok, air asia sebenarnya. sebab pramugara super hotness. semua rambut cacak. pastu ada makanan --nasi bukhara ayam dia sangat awesome!! macam syed's bukhara!! x)

Who do you live with?
di rumah sewa, tinggal dengan kawan-kawan.

What are you doing for your next birthday?
buying myself something that i like.

What are some things on your to-do list?
cari points untuk debate. tu yang paling core skang.

Got any plans for tonight?
tidur je la kot. tak de plan lain dah. haha
eh. or may be ke rumah sedara. kalau tak sempat nak pergi petang, pergi malam :P

And lastly... what's your name?
gile ko baru nak tanya nama!! haha

I NEED TO BE ENLIGHTENED.
I THINK TOO MUCH AND I NEED TO BE ENLIGHTENED. HELPP

CAN'T SLEEP

2010-10-01T19:45:00.006+08:00

MARI HABISKAN MASA DENGAN MENJAWAB SURVEY. LOL

what time did you wake up this morning?
9 pagi!! xD (sebab qada' tido dari semalam HAHA)

what would you describe your style as?
style kelabu-kelaban! :P

whats your preferred social networking site?
mukabuku!! haha. er. i mean facebook :P

what song are you listening to?
tak pasang apa-apa lagu pun ni. dengar bunyi kipas berpusing.

are you talking to anyone?
i'm talking to myself. time buat ni dah midnight. haha

when was the last time you brushed your teeth?
2 hari lepas HAH! *melepaskan nafas 'segar'* JK!! baru tadi lah.

do you like the weather today?
walaupun panas, tapi suka. sebab boleh try sunnies yang baru beli tadi. ahaha
(kalau hujan apakejadah nak pakai sunnies gelap-gelap tu kan) :P

what do you want to be?
i want to be happy. itu saja.

do you have some sort of odd fascination with anything?
ntah. lolx

who was the last person to text you?
nadya :)

what did they say?
kitorang tengah bincang pasal debate. in text messages! lolx

how many people are on your top friends?
rasanya enam.

who's on there?
faliq, haret, 2 of my cous, raje & shahz jazle *tibe2 shahz jazle jadi top friend AHAHA* :)

what kind of cellphone do you have?
a smart phone.

who's your service provider?
haruslah celcom!! BIRU! BIRU!! *cat muka kaler biru, lambang kesetiaan terhadap service provider terbabit* :P

what time is it?
12:55 am. freaking pagi.

is there anything else you should be doing?
supposedly.. sleeping. tapi tak mengantuk pulak.
atau baca pasal sejarah malaysia. tapi tadi dah baca separuh, sekarang macam malas nak baca. lolx

have you ever broken someone's heart?
i hope not. but i turned down three (i think three). sebab sy tak de perasaan kepada mereka. still, we're friends! :)

had yours broken?
my heart doesn't want to disclose this. lolx

do you consider past relationships a waste of time?
sy tak ada past relationship kot?
but yang flirting dengan 'awal-look-alike' few years back tu tak ada lah waste of time pun.. though he's not being honest to me.. yet i was having a good time sebelum tau yang dia tak honest. so, tak apa lah. rofl.

who was the last person you spoke to?
rasanya faliq kot??

do you think you'll be around to see the world end?
i hope not. itu adalah menakutkan!!

when did you graduate high school?
tamat sekolah 2001 :)

are your nails painted?
*tengok kuku jari* tak ada pulak. haha

when was the last time you were mad?
minggu lepas. yang kes confronting dengan kawan tu. hmp!!

sad?
macam tadi. kejap. eh tapi macam tak sad. eh entahlah :P

what kind of car did you ride in last?
kereta berpintu empat. nak naik yang berpintu dua, tak mampu. haha

do you wear perfume?
yeppa. skang pakai yang bau apple.

whats your sign?
gemini, si kembar bergumbira. ahaha

in 3 years, how old will you be?
*keluarkan sempoa* 29-freakin-year-old!! haha

do you think thats old?
tak pun. bahaha

are you reading anything lately?
yeah i'm reading the malaysia's history!! keterpaksaan sebab nak kena kaji untuk debate!!

do you believe in second chances?
i do. or third chance. tengok keadaan sebenarnya.

do you hold grudges?
aku tidak!! :P haha. tapi kalau kau buat tahi, mungkin orang akan ingat sampai bila-bila. maka sila jangan buat tahi. rofl.

do you swear?
tak berapa nak terkeluar. haha. shhhh shhhhii *nak cuba sebut 'shit' tapi perkataan tu tak keluar* bahaha. percayalah sangattttt :P

are you good at being quiet?
i would like to answer, "very the good!!" :P tapi nanti mesti dapat tentangan hebat daripada orang-orang di sekitar. kenapa diorang selalu cakap sy banyak cakap dan tak boleh duduk diam??! aku ni penyenyap, ok!!

are you pessimistic or optimistic?
skang optimistic. sebab get through macam-macam. belajar macam-macam. sebab baca benda-benda memotivasikan macam buku the secret, majalah solusi. gile motivated.

or realistic?
realistic? yeap. cause things happen for a reason.

do you wear makeup?
pakai, tapi sangat jarang. hari-hari biasa, tak pakai langsung kecuali lip balm body shop strawberry itu ^^v

are you photogenic?
ntah. sy rasa sy tak photogenic. gahaha

when was the last time you exercised?
friday lepas. semangat-semangat jogging dengan dia. haha
(lepas tu sakit kaki sebab lama gile tak bersenam lepas raya. haihs. clearly ko dah tua, wani) T_Tv

what did you do?
jog and those basic exercises. lepas tu tibai roti canai. HAHA
tak de hasil langsung -_-"

what was the last movie you watched?
ntah dah lupa. macam lama gile tak tengok movie kat wayang. jap jap nak recall. cerita how to train your dragon kot??

do you know how many days are in each month?
tau tau!! *cakap dengan muka penuh excited macam lah benda tu orang lain tak tahu* :PP

whats your favorite holiday?
semua holiday sy suka!! ekeke. ooh. fave eh. new year. :)

did you have a valentine this year?
buat kad je. haha (eh betul ke soalan ni??)

what were you doing when 2009 arrived?
i worked in terengganu, and terengganu tak bercuti pada 1 januari *sykes!!* tapi tahun ni, new year jatuh pada hari weekend (jumaat). i think i was just relaxing myself at home.

who has your heart?
kenapa ko tanya?!!

do you like it that way?
i love it that way. lolx

where is this person?
tido dah kot, dah pukul berapa ni.

when was the last time you saw them?
semalam. at the elevator.

do you prefer desktops or laptops?
laptops big time!! xD

describe your bedroom.
in a mess. kertas bertaburan atas lantai. so do all those plasticbags from today's shopping :DD

ask me a question.
ko tak mengantuk ke?

sunrise, or sunset?
sunset

what kind of mood are you in?
mood super biasa. haha. tak stress. itu yang penting :P

what annoys you most?
if people underestimate me just because i'm small.
sometimes good things come in small packages, oryte :P lolx

do you wear your heart on your sleeve?
(meaning : perasaan/emosi ko tu obvious, semorang boleh nampak)
kadang-kadang ye, kadang-kadang tak. sometimes i tend to care much about other people's feeling that i tend not to express much of how i feel. macam berbelit je ayatnya! HAHA. bantailah. :P

I TAGGED THIS ONE TO NODDY, RAJE, MISZ EYELINER, LIZA, KUNTUM. IF YOU GIRLS READING THIS. KALAU TAK, TAK YAH BUAT. HAHA

TAKE CARE ALL :)

put on my headphone

2010-09-25T23:08:00.002+08:00

few days back i was mad at this friend.
sebab dia buat sesuatu yang tak sepatutnya.
and i sent her a note. not to scold her, but to advice her and tell her of how i feel. sy dah tak boleh, ok. lepas ni sape-sape yang act menyakitkan hati, i will go confronting. tak de dah nak jaga hati. sebab kalau macam tu, sampai bila pun dia takkan tahu dan akan tetap buat kesalahan yang sama. dot.

oh. we won the debate, despite of masa final, team kitorang yang kena tajuk berat sebelah tu. lolx. apa-apa je lah. minggu depan kena wakil zon. just great.

he makes my heart goes crazy.
ackt!

hols. i need hols.

2010-09-22T06:44:00.002+08:00

minggu ni adalah minggu supernervous.

sapekah yang punya idea suh buat english debate at first place niiiii. pulak tu tajuk berat sebelah!! whattttttt

harini akan jadi MC untuk majlis hari raya. MC=makan lambat. lapa la sy camni. hokkk *terbatuk kelaparan* :B

tired. and am still tired. i need a week holiday. (padahal baru balik cuti HAHA)

tiru

2010-09-17T09:04:00.002+08:00

sangat enthusiast for another entry HAHA

i realized there were few of copycats out there. just like now, i was browsing tru the fb. masuk page my friend. then whoa! i saw the exact same photo i'v been using, in a raya wish.. pulak tu on top of my wish!! ok coincidence may be. but from thousands of fireworks' photos kat dalam internet ni, takkan tak ada gambar lain?! ok ok my fault. i should just snap my own copyrighted photo instead of bising-bising like this.. lolx

and then!! another case in fb. i wished my friend a birthday wish. i attached a photo of this celeb, the guy of her dream (hee) on her wall. and everyone commented it. tapi like semalam ke or the day before. i saw someone (tak de nya someone, our friend jugak) posted a belated birthday wish on her wall, attaching the celeb's photo jugak!! i was like.. (jaw-drop). with the almost exact same words!! am i being delusional?? am i?? i dun think so, cuz it's happening 8O

oh oh. and few weeks ago. sy dengan penuh semangat telah mereka wish bulan ramadhan untuk dipost di fb wall semorang. i created it myself, not the forwarded wish from friends or telco. it was original. then you know what happened? yes correct 10 markah untuk kamu :PP semasa sy sedang bersungguh-sungguh nak hantar wish tersebut ke wall kawan-kawan sy, dan semasa sy masuk ke page seorang lagi kawan untuk post wish itu.. suddenly.. i saw my ramadhan wish on his wall, posted by someone else! (yeah. my friend. who received it earlier). then i checked few pages.. sudah kuagak.. that girl sudah hantar wish yang sama kepada kawan-kawan yang lain *sigh*

i mean.. weheyy. sy tak kisah ko nak forward mesej tu kepada siapa-siapa.. but not to the same friends i was going to send the wish to! i mean, after all it was my original msg & how do you think it makes me feel when i wanted to post the wish, tiba-tiba ada orang lain post benda yang sama, but it was done by me?? i was confronting to her about this, but she's taking it wayy to easy. haihs kamu ni pun. tidak tahukah perasaan bila design sesuatu, dan orang lain ambil? even if it's a short phrase. it's unofficially copyrighted!!

(the feeling is somewhat like.. ko pergi kuliah. then ko dapati sorang student pakai baju yang sama dengan ko. warna yang sama, pattern yang sama. dan dia duduk di sebelah ko!! what the fishcake -_-")

i didn't mean to exaggerate this, cuma nak meluahkan rasa.
say no to copying, aight! :P

stop there right now

2010-09-16T18:28:00.003+08:00

i keep being hungry these past few days. sekarang pun. haihs
kejap lagi nak turun bawah. terasa macam nak makan megi :PP

topik hari ni adalah : how you should feel good about yourself.
i feel good about myself. i wonder why some ppl don't. i mean, they don't feel good about me? haha. like, i was fasting, oryte. and sebagai sorang yang bermetabolisme tinggi, sangat senang untuk turun berat. and i keep hearing ppl say of how thin i am. chillex, peeps. i'm on my way to gain back my weight. it's not that i'm being this thin on purpose. sy berpuasa hampir sebulan, ok! (hampir. tee hee)

i just don't dig this physical issue really. sebab truthfully, secara seriusnya sy tak pernah nak cakap orang ni gemuk atau orang itu kurus. orang ni tinggi atau orang tu rendah. everyone is unique in their own size and shape! and i din say this cuz i'm thin. i just don't like ppl to be soo superficial. (sikit-sikit tak pe, lebih-lebih jangan)

and i din argue when ppl said i was thin. this thin with 25inches waist and 34inches hips?? if i'm tall, i can be a model! HAHA (just kidding, ppl). what i'm trying to say is, that body size is perceived differently by different people and by different circle of lifestyle. just be good and feel good about yourself and your own body. i heard too many people whining about their body alright. you should be grateful you have that body. ada orang yang ada badan separuh je. ada orang yang kena virus-makan-flesh dalam badan dia. you don't want that, do you? so stop complaining!

all and all, sila yakin diri dan yakin dengan badan korang. keep it fed, and keep it healthy :) *tapi kalau dah sakit nak buat macam mana.. makanlah ubat. itulah solutionnya haha*

you make me fall :)

2010-09-14T19:52:00.002+08:00

percaya tak percaya, raya ni sy tak main bunga api dan mercun langsung!! (talking about getting OLDDD izzit?? haha!)
walaupun temptation daripada the bros adalah super hebat. saban saat ajak main mercun. apakah!!

dan raya ni tak tengok pun movie raya kat tv. serius!!
(cousins conquer tv. malas nak rebut. rofl)

still, rendang negeri sembilan kampung the dad adalah the best!! *seriously serious* berjaya curik resipi!! xD tapi entah bila nak buat kan. hoho

soalan biasa time raya: kenapa ko kurus sangat?
jawapan biasa: betullah, sebab puasa!
HAHA!
jangan suruh makan lebih, memang makan lebih pun. but still, i have a super high metabolisme!! 8D

this is my tok yam from my mom's side.
(gile berkilat muka, weh!)

and my tok ki from my mom's side.

i'm all in a good mood, despite of this shitty menstrual thingy going on.. haha
lagu baru bunkface tu sangat best. it put smile on my face :)

blessed

2010-09-10T01:20:00.001+08:00

farewell ramadhan.
harap jumpa lagi tahun depan. insyaAllah :)

fireworks

2010-09-09T02:45:00.001+08:00

my own feeling fooled me.
lolx

p/s : i'm home!! :)

find me a hammer :P

2010-09-05T19:39:00.005+08:00

terasa sekarang macam nak baling barang ke dinding.

terasa sekarang macam nak ambik hammer dan pecahkan semuanya.

of how stress i am.

tak, accident yang berlaku semalam tak se-stress mana. cumanya while i'm working this thing out; nak ambik police report, nak hantar kereta ke bengkel, benda-benda bodo yang lain berlaku.

.of how benda-benda jadi slow while sy nak cepat.
.of how tiba-tiba si ******* called bising-bising membebel mintak sy hantar this 'thing' cepat. kecoh lebih.
.of how (I CANT TELL). tapi ni stress yang terbaru. oryte.
.and suddenly ada this number bodo miscall miscall 2juta kali. hate it!

tapilah.
nasib baik time ni ada kawan-kawan merengness yang meredakan kekusutan ni. hence, .. thanks!! :)

sudah.
esok nak menghadapi hari buat macam-macam.
wish me luck.

kejap lagi nak pergi makan pizza untuk meredakan stress.
ahaha

g to the A to the D to the G, E, T!!

2010-08-31T11:47:00.002+08:00

2 weeks ago sy trade x1 yang sangat tak best itu (HAHA) dan dihadiahkan dengan samsung wave yang sangat hot ini. ok confirm, yang ni best!! :P

sy tak banyak cerita. kalau hp tu boleh snap gambar yang cantik, boleh wi-fi, boleh 3g (ok banyak pulak cerita kau, wani :P) .. i'm okay with it. dahlah si hotness ni boleh slide ikon, zoom pakai jari semua.. memang pengsan!!

now on to musix. muzik untuk harini adalah THAT SHOULD BE ME (justin bieber comel), PYRAMID (charice) dan JUST A DREAM (nelly). senarai yang macam tak merdeka langsung kan. padahal hari ni hari merdeka.. tee hee

anyways,

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI KEMERDEKAAN YANG KE-53, MALAYSIA!!

silakan berbangga tinggal di negara yang aman makmur ni. while ada negara-negara lain tengah berasap-asap kena bom, rakyat jelatanya tersembul tulang kebuluran, atau gempa bertimpa-timpa.. sila hadirkan rasa grateful tu dalam diri!! xD

raya?
sy tak jumpa baju raya pun, sekian terima kasih :P

oklah si demam ni nak surfing kejap.
have a great merdeka day, everyone :)

kad raya 30sen. ada lagi ke??

2010-08-28T00:16:00.003+08:00

i'm ongoing a raya card project.
sebab pergi kedai pastu tengok kad raya sangat laa sikit!!
(what happened??)
adakah semua tu da digantikan dengan sms/mms/email/ecard??
but i love the conventional card!! *mengamuk depan memory lane sebab kad raya dia mahal*
solution dia : buat kad sendiri. walaupun yours truly ni adalah pemalas lipas. ye.

tapi sebab buat sendiri, masa tak banyak, duit tak banyak (haha), maka benda tu jadi limited. then time ni pulak ramai-ramai request nak kad raya. fine, aku akan bagi kad raya kalau kau post kad raya kat aku.. ok?? lolx. gile kedekut wani :PP

so yeah, the raya card project hanya untuk orang-orang yang close saja.
jadi sy tak tau nak jawab camne bila orang lain mintak. haihs.
maafkan sy. nanti sy pergi kedai beli kad raya untuk kamu :)
(nak buat banyak-banyak tak larat. rofl)

//

am i being delusional or betulkah sy rasa yang dia saja carik pasal??

cariklah pasal, nanti kau kena belasah tak pasal-pasal. lolx

crushes and loved ones

2010-08-26T01:19:00.002+08:00

my first buka puasa event for this year :)

i feel like writing in english. plz don't stop me. lolx

i feel the freedom. like soaring. FINALLY.
finally i'm over my crush. (and i can declare him as my ex-crush. haha)
finally i don't have to face the nervousness, the butterflies, the misery of thinking about him. i just don't mind anymore! x)
and i don't have to be worried of whatever he writes in his fb. it doesn't affect me at all.
and most importantly, i can face him and talk to him like old times. i don't care of what he thinks/feels. last time (tuesday) we had that laugh, the laugh that we never had since we're dealing with this relationship issue. and we could have that laugh again. just like when we were good friends back then. i miss that. tee hee.
may be we're better off as friends :)
and Alhamdulillah, as this crushy-feeling is not there anymore.
felt good at last. :)

//

i'm not rushing myself into this craziness anymore.
later, will not 100% devoting myself liking a guy, as it may turn out as a frustration in the end. only 80%. haha
i'm looking more on personality (plus a bit of look?). personality stays till you grey. hee.

but for now, i'm going slow. and let it flows.
lolx

air hundred plus oren dari peti ais

2010-08-14T16:34:00.002+08:00

bagus.
time-time bulan puasa macam ni boleh pulak terbukak blog orang, pastu nampak gambar sate super menyelerakan, cannot resist untuk tepek di sini. haha

ok. hentikan gambar-gambar seperti ini skang!!
I DEMAND YOU!!
:b

skang tengah giat tengok cerita Cinta Kirana kat astro ria. pantang kot ada cerita orang-orang gorgeous camni, terus nak tengok. rofl. lagipun dah lama tak ikut mana-mana sinetron sejak bizi bekerja ni (HA HA). so this is like.. satu keadilan untuk sy! ;) hell yeah.

pernah tak rasa macam ada terlalu banyak kebetulan berlaku antara korang & seorang lagi?
hah? tak ada?
ok lupakan.
>:DD

chicken soup for the soul. lolx
ED WESTWICK.

tak payah dah nak baca buku motivasi ke apa.
tengok gambar pun dah cukup termotivasi kan. ha ha ha

colors

2010-08-06T23:11:00.002+08:00

karpet kelabu yang baru dibeli dan diletakkan dalam bedroom ^^
tu tengah charge bateri kamera, esok nak bawak pergi family day.

sy sangat disappoint dengan kualiti photos daripada phonecam baru tu. berkabus. nampak kelabu asap. haha. gambar cuma nampak cantik di bawah cahaya lampu kuning.
I NEED A REAL GUD QUALITY CAMERA/PHONECAM!!
foh.

life's getting better.
sy dah tak nak ambik peduli perkara-perkara yang menyerabutkan fikiran tu. for me, masalah sy tak besar mana. i can handle it, orang lain punya masalah lagi lah besar. and i'm happier now. lolx. terima kasih kepada semua yang bagi support. :)

soo
harini adalah hari kemas-kemas bilik.
sebab terperasan yang bilik itu sangat banyak barang, & nampak messy. maka sy buang barang2 itu tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi.. lolx.

atas katil juga sudah agak kemas.
sebelum ni macam-macam ada atas ni.. including books and books :DD
(tu ada lagi buku.. tapi dah susun elok2 HAHA)

tadi pergi beli baju untuk rumah hijau (family day ofis)
malas nak terbalikkan baju ni untuk snap gambar :P
kira ok la ni kan. terbalik pun. hihi

ok sambung nanti :D

why o why

2010-07-24T20:22:00.002+08:00

kreokkk
hoi! kelaparan gile.
padahal baru makan like 2 jam lepas.
perut, tolong jangan jadi gila time-time camni nak dekat bulan puasa, kalau cepat lapar susahlah weyy.. HAHA

sy nak shoutout something ni.
sila jangan peduli apa yang sy nak shout.

enough lah with negativity.. enough enough!!
kadang sy rasa apa yang dia post kat fb tu ditujukan kepada sy. like.. BALDIhell! (not bladi. lolx)
aku pun gila nak pergi check fb dia buat apa?!! DISH!! *lempang diri sendiri*
but what if benda tu sebenarnya pasal benda lain and i was just misunderstood??
hah tak mungkin! (tengok wani e! skang siapa yang negatif?!!) *tunduk, lari jauh2*
but seriously i think i'm in a very negative vibe, yang masih controllable. hence, sila stay away dari sy. lolx

whylahhhhhhhhhhh

hanyut - faizal tahir

2010-07-23T21:23:00.002+08:00

gambar extra : wani e kesedihan di kerusi.

SO NOT! (sedih) rofl.

so.

tiba-tiba macam banyak benda yang nak kena buat.
bagus jugak tu. i feel distracted. haha

tengah cuba nak carik the real meaning of life (ok.. bunyinya macam berat tapi, tak ada lah! hee)

hanya 2 orang kawan tau ni (ok skang korang pulak tau)
yang i felt uneasy, uncomfy dengan sorang budak lelaki yang (sebenarnya dah lama) asyik stare sy. SCARY OK!! dahlah bila lintas dia, dia akan bisik cakap lawanya apalah *ini bukan ayat yang flattered!! sangat scary jugak!!* ok lepas ni sy akan lari laju-laju bila nampak dia. tolong jauhkan sy daripada lelaki-lelaki anehhhh!!!

kenapakah orang selalu rasa tak cukup? (ok may be i'm included) kenapa nak lebih? kenapa kenapa kenapaaa. and kenapa ada orang yang selalu bitter. kenapa kenapa kenapaaa.

misery-the moffatts

one two three.. kira sekarang!!

2010-07-12T11:38:00.002+08:00

3 audit berjujukan ape..
..4, okeh!! *kesat dahi luas, peluh mencurah-curah ke ladang gandum*
tiba-tiba datang surat cakap minggu ni pun ada audit.
haiyah.
kam on, bring it on!! :PP

so.
topik hari ni adalah 'berkira'.
ada mendengar someone bercakap, kalau beliau cuti harini, mesti kerja tak jalan.
like.. apekah!!
semorang ada kerja masing-masing. and semorang pun bizis wizis.
tapi kenapakah perlu berkira?!!
ok aku pun nak berkira jugaklah camtu.
nak cuti, pastu meeting-meeting semua ni silakan buat.
hadoiyaimakaih.
kadang bila ko buat kerja ko, ko akan rasa yang kerja tu adalah superbanyak (memang pun!). ko rasa tak ada orang nak tolong ko (memang pun!). ko rasa orang len tak de kerja sebanyak ko (ok salah tu. sila siasat dulu HAHA).. sebab tu timbul isu 'berkira'.
tak salah nak berkira tapi TAK BOLEH BERKIRA KALAU ITU MEMANG KERJA KO!!
lain lah kalau ko tolong si polan ni tak ikhlas, pastu ko nak berkira dengan dia.
hah yang tu ko settlekan sendiri dengan si polan. makcik tak campur. lolx

ada aspirasi-aspirasi yang nak kena buat.
starting now.
wish me luck. and success.
:)

terima kasih

2010-07-02T15:45:00.002+08:00

sangat serabut sekarang ni.
serabut yang superduper serabut sampaikan macam numb dan tak de perasaan.

gila, ada 3 audits dalam tempoh 2 minggu ni kat ofis!!
kau gila ke apa?!

dahlah dengan si crush cakap, "dah, ko jangan tunggu aku lagi. biar aku carik soulmate sendiri yadayada. bukan dengan ko." ayat yang pedih menikam organ!! i was like.. aku tengah serabut dengan 3 audit berjujukan ni, ko boleh eh hantar mesej macam tu.

semalam kat ofis, nak dekat penghujung hari, lepas habis audit exit meeting..
wa tak balik lagi, lu :P
wa buat kerja lain pulak.
ada mintak tolong sikit staff ni carikkan info. nak carik info, kena korek folder projek banyak gile. nasib baik dia tolong, tho dia daripada bahagian lain. diorang cakap, "kalau ikutkan kitorang, tak nak tolong seksyen korang (rasanya hal tak suka staff bawah sy tu HAHA), tapi sebab ko, cik wani, kitorang boleh tolong." ok terharu :')
staff yang menolong ni dulu adalah staff sy, tapi ofis kitorang ada buat reshuffling tugas.. orang-orang semua tukar bahagian.
dia cakap pasal ucapan terima kasih.
aku tengah serabut camtu kena tazkirah petang. haha
dia cakap, time diorang kena pindah bahagian dulu, tak de sorang ucap terima kasih kecuali timbalan. ucapan terima kasih tu yang mahal, yang diorang bawak sampai mati. sebab diorang bukan nak duit ke apa. nak rasa dihargai je (ok sy faham sebab sy kerja macam nak pengsan pun orang tak nampak. tsk)
serius sy lupa pun nak ucap terima kasih!! tapi time dulu tu sy hargai orang dengan memeluk mereka. i said, "peluk tu pun kira terima kasihlah! haha"
bergenang jugak air mata. yelah. hari tu macam kusut, sedih, campur-campur. genang saja. nak keluarnya tak berapa. rasanya overloaded da sangat kot.
and they said sy lain daripada orang lain, orang lain yang tak pandang dan hargai mereka.
sy tak tau nak cakap apa.
tapi memang pun lepas orang tolong ko, ko janganlah lupa ucap terima kasih.

sy tengah cuba get rid of the kesengsaraan dalam kepala.
kalau fikir banyak-banyak, berat wohh.
but couldn't help it, memang kadang-kadang akan teringat.
but then sy berikrar untuk settlekan dulu hal audit.
benda lain tu biarkanlah. good things lie ahead. cuma tak jumpa je lagi.
lepas semua kekusutan kerja ni berakhir, sy nak pergi bercuti. sy tak kira.

ada phrase yang sy jumpa dalam blog kawan sy;
Allah sentuh hati-hati kita
kerana Dia Maha Pemegang Hati.

explanation yang hati ni dah disentuh. cuma sekarang agak sakit.

happy weekend, friends :')